My Reason [NamJin]

Ch.4

I don't understand what's going on. He keeps showing up in my dreams and my daily life and won't leave me alone. In my dreams he's always nice at first then he attacks me. The last time he attacked me in my dream, he forced me to swallow a cup of pills. The pills made me twitch and fidget. They mad me see things, scary things only from nightmares. I'm talking about demons and scary stuff like that. 

I refuse to accept that I'm going insane. All that would do is add to the problems that I already have. I couldn't deal with that with the stuff I already have going on. 

I yawned as I quietly took a shower. I closed my eyes and washed my face quietly before rinsing the soap away. 

"What are those?" A voice asked. I yelped and quickly turned around. That blonde man was standing there, the water was hitting him like was real. I froze in fear and got ready to scream. The man grabbed my hand gently and lifted it and examined my arm. His gaze trailed over my arm, which was covered in scars. He leaned down and kissed them gently. 

I frowned lightly as I watched him. He looked up at me, his eyes now had turned full black. I tried to yank my arm away, but he had an iron grip on it. He grinned evily at me, his teeth all now sharp and long; like a demons. He bit into my wrist deeply, I screamed as I tried to pull free. He continued to rip my wrist open with his mouth. I screamed more.

The next thing I knew I was on the bathroom floor. I looked at my wrist, it was untouched. I scrambled to stand up. My mother banged on the door and begged for me to let her in. I quickly covered myself and shut off the water. I opened the bathroom door and was instantly hugged by my mother. 

"Are you okay Jinnie?!" She asked frantically and looked over me. I nodded and quickly hid my wrists. 

"It was just another episode...I'm okay I promise" I said softly. She sighed in relief and hugged me again. I hugged her close but gently. 

"That's exactly why I don't like that shower with the door locked, you could've fallen and hurt your head Jinnie" She stated. I sighed. I already know all this...

"I'm fine, I promise" I assured her, she nodded and headed back to her bedroom. I sighed and went to my bedroom and slipped on pajamas before sitting on my bed. I took some of my sleeping medicine, they're supposed to help and keep the nightmares away but as you can see they aren't helping that much. I laid back onto my bed and yawned loudly and closed my eyes. 

One night...that's all I'm asking for is one night without the dreams. 

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A/N 

Jin is not crazy I promise lol, just trust me, it all ties together later