My Reason [NamJin]

Ch.6

I slipped through the crowded halls quickly. Avoiding everyone and everything. I sighed as i broke free of the crowd and headed to the exit. A hand caught my wrist. I turned quickly, ready to block my face. It was Namjoon, his expression sad. 

"What?" I asked and pulled away slowly. He sighed and looked me in the eyes. I looked back into his. The way the light shined off them made them look gold. Black mixed in around the edges and around the pupil. I examined his eyes quietly. 

"What did you mean earlier? When you said I was haunting your dreams?" He looked at me curiously. I just shook my head in response. He frowned and grabbed my hand gently, causing me to flinch. Namjoon grabbed my chin gently and made me look up. My eyes immediately went to his lips, I licked my bottom lip and looked up at his eyes. Namjoon pulled me closer. My grip on his hand tightened lightly. 

"Just kiss already!" Some guy shouted. I blushed brightly and pulled away quickly. I let his hand go and ran off. 

"Jin!" Namjoon called and ran after me. Luckily I've always been a fast runner, I easily out ran him and dashed to the bus stop. I ran onto my bus and sat in the far back. I saw him walk onto the bus. I cursed to myself, I forgot he's on my bus. I slipped down into my seat, hoping he wouldn't see me. I peeked over my seat and saw him walking towards me. 

"Jin" Namjoon sat next to me. I huffed silently and sat back into the seat. I looked over at him. His hair slightly messier than before. I looked away and down at my hands. 

"What?" I nearly whispered. Namjoon sighed softly, I peeked at him through my hair. He was looking down at his feet. I looked away and bit my lip lightly. 

"What did you mean earlier? By how I haunt you?" He turned to look at me. I looked at him as well, our eyes locked together. Namjoon gave me a warm smile. I gave him a wry smile, making him smile more. 

"It's nothing. You just remind me of someone I've seen in my dreams. That's all" I looked away from him and out the window. I felt him grab my hand gently, I held his back on instinct. I looked over at him after a few minutes of staring out the window. Namjoon was on his phone doing something. I peeked over curiously. He was just scrolling through facebook. 

I smiled softly and leaned away. I leaned against the window and closed my eyes. Soon after I felt Namjoin let go of my hand. I frowned and opened my eyes immediately. He was standing and getting ready to get off the bus. 

"Bye.." I said sadly and leaned back against the window. He handed me a piece of paper before smiling and getting off the bus. I frowned and opened the piece of paper. His number was scribbled across the piece of paper. I blushed lightly and immediately put his number into my phone. I didn't text him because I was to afraid. 

I sighed and got off the bus at my stop. I yelped as I tripped off the last step and landed on the hard concrete. I groaned and grabbed my nose, feeling blood leak out onto my fingers. I ignored the laughter and started walking home. I pinched my nose shut to stop the leaking. I cleaned my face up once I got home. 

I sighed and went to my bedroom. I laid back onto my bed and yawned loudly. I rubbed my eyes and closed them after. 

I don't understand what it is about Namjoon. I don't know if he's real or not. I don't know if I should trust him, or let him go.