My Reason [NamJin]

Ch. 15

I yawned loudly as me and Namjoon walked inside my house. We just got back from the beach today. I was extremely exhausted from the car ride. I plopped face first into the bed with a groan of relief. Namjoon laughed at me and set my bags down before sitting down next to me on the bed. Namjoon laughed lightly and patted my lower back. 

"Leave me alone. I'm tired" I whined, making him laugh more. I whined and kicked my feet like a child. 

"You're such a baby" He chuckled and ruffled my hair. I bit at his finger with a pout and sat up lightly to sit down on my butt. 

"I am not a baby" I pouted more. Namjoon laughed and ran his fingers through his hair. I leaned on him and looked at him. Namjoon looked at me and smiled softly. I smiled back and played with the sleeve on his jacket.

"I have something for you Jin" Namjoon stood up and got into a small paper bag. I frowned lightly and watched him. He dug around in the bag for a moment. He pulled something out wrapped in a white cloth. I placed my hands on my lap as I watched him. He unwrapped the item and held it out to me. It was a single white lily. I smiled softly and picked it up gently. 

"Why'd you get this for me?" I asked as I sniffed it. Namjoon smiled as he watched me. 

"I saw it in the flower store and immediately thought of you" He blushed as he admitted what he said. I smiled and put the lily in a vase with some water. I set the flower on my side table, in direct line with the sunlight. I smiled as I touched one of the petals gently. I pulled away slowly as I began to see images of the mental hospital again.

"Jin? You okay?" Namjoon asked and grabbed my shoulder gently. I turned to look at him. He was dressed as a doctor with blood splattered over him. I jumped back away from him. He stood up completely and frowned. 

I covered my face and ears as the voices began to shout at me. Telling me to wake, to die, to end my life. I began to cry as I felt my stomach drop the moment I looked up. Namjoon was surrounded by dark figures, beating him. I got up and tried to help pull them away. They threw me back and I fell onto the bed. I looked up, the dark figures covered Namjoon and he was swallowed by the floor. I cried out and covered my face.