My Reason [NamJin]

Ch.9

"I don't know Namjoon, I've never drank beer before" I said nervously as I stared at the bottle in my hand. 

"It's not that bad, it might taste bad at first but it gets smoother the more you drink it" Namjoon said before chugging some of his beer, burping afterwards. I grimaced lightly at the smell when I sniffed the beer. Namjoon laughed lightly at me, I scrunched up my face and took a sip of the beer. It wasn't good and it wasn't bad either. The cold liquid felt somewhat warm as it went down. 

I drank more of the beer, giving me tingling feeling in the tips of my fingers. Namjoon watched me with a soft smile and I smiled back at him. I finished the beer after a few minutes and threw it away. Namjoon handed me another and I took it. I whined as I struggled to open it, causing Namjoon to laugh at me. I pouted and handed him the bottle and he opened it for me. I smiled gratefully and drank it happily. Namjoon smiled and drank his.

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I hiccuped and giggled loudly as I messed with one of Namjoons pillows. He watched me silently. I looked at him with a drunk stare ad scrunched up my face. I sat up ad tossed the pillow aside. 

"Whut you want?" I slurred and hiccuped. Namjoon laughed and shook his head with a smile. I frowned and crawled over to him. He looked at me. I started to continuously poke his cheeks where his dimples should be. He laughed, making him smile and his dimples exposed. I smiled more and continued to poker his cheeks. Namjoon grabbed my hands gently and pushed them away from his face. I frowned and watched him. 

Namjoon leaned in closer and my eyes immediately shut. I sat and waited for our lips to meet but the never did. 

When I opened my eyes I was laying down in his bed and it was morning. I frowned and sat up, causing a sharp pain to shoot through my head. I winced and laid back down. I rubbed my temples and hid underneath the blankets. I groaned at the sloshy feeling in my tummy and curled into a ball. 

"I'm never doing that again, I feel so sick" I mumbled and rubbed my head and tummy at the same time. 

"Jin? You up?" Namjoon asked as he walked in.  I peeked out at him through the blanket, he walked in with a bottle of pills and a cup of water. I moved the blanket aside and tried to sit up without hurting myself. Namjoon sat on the bed and gave me the medicine when I was able to sit up. I whispered a thank you and took the medicine. He smiled softly as he watched me.

I laid back onto the bed after I took the medicine. I went back into my fetal position and closed my eyes. Namjoon patted my arm before grabbing the glass and leaving the room. I sighed and began to get up from the bed. I stood slowly, careful not to get up to fast to avoid throwing up. I grabbed my jacket and put it back on. 

"Where are you going?" Namjoon asked as he walked in. I looked up at him after I slipped my jacket on. 

"I have to go home" I croaked and rubbed my throat. Namjoon nodded and out his jacket on as well. I frowned as I watched him. 

"I'm not gonna let you walk home alone Jin" He said. I sighed quietly and nodded. I followed him out of the house and headed down the sidewalk. I looked down at his hand, secretly hoping he'd grab mine. I looked away from his hand and kept walking. 

I yelped and fell back onto my butt when a dark mist threw itself at me out of no where. I began to shake in fear as the images started to flash in my vision. 

"Are you okay?" Namjoon kneeled down to me. I looked at him with fearful eyes. He was distorted and his eyes were black. He reached out to me, his hand was long and creepy. I slapped his hand away and tried to crawl away. I flinched back as doctors ran at me with needles and straight jackets. I began to cry as I tried to get away from them. 

More images of a white room flashed in my vision, along with medical beds and evil looking nurses. I curled into a ball and cried as I begged the images to leave me. Namjoon hugged me in a tight embrace and refused to let me go. I clung to him and cried as the images continued to flow through my mind. 

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A/N

I can already feel that this story is a flop. I'm sorry