I am Widow

Chapter 30

I help Joe to the bathroom, he stinks like ass.

"Joe please help me. Walk please!" I struggle to carry him to house.

"I don't me sleepy," he mumbles.

Finally after all the struggle, we get to the bathroom.

"Nooo! Me wanna don't wanna take it!" Joe starts complaining like a little boy.

I push him inside the shower and quickly turn on the water. He starts to react to the cold water and starts to shiver. I start to take off his clothes, well only the top part.

"I'm leaving now. You better get yourself sober and take the shower." I say.

He finally looks awake and looks at me. He smirks, "I can't, I need help."

I sigh, "Whatever. I'm leaving." as I was about to leave; I am yank inside and thrown against the wall. Joe is in front of me and has his hands against the wall.

"You still care about me don't you?" he asks.

"No, but that doesn't mean I have to threat you like an animal. Now please get yourself clean. I have to call Lucas and thank him," I answer.

"I call him later," he says.

"Okay, move then."

"Alright, well can you give me a towel? Is in my room."

I just nod and go get the towel. I head back to the bathroom, "Here I'm leaving it on top of the toilet," I say.

I head to my room and decide to dial Jackson to see if Rosie is okay.

"Hi Jack," I thought he answered.

"I'm not here or the place the I need to be. Leave a message and I shall get to you as soon as possible," his voice mail answers me.

"Hey Jackson, I just wanted to know if everything is okay. Hope Rosie and Martha are okay. Well I will call you later or tomorrow, bye." I left him a message.

Darn, something must have happen for him not to answer me. I lay in bed for a while, playing games on my phone. I later check out if Joe finish showering.

"I totally gonna pay you back, thanks Lucas. I swear, if you ever need help I am there to help you."

I sit down on the couch next to where Joe is siting.

"Yeah, she picked me up. Umm, yeah totally. Thanks again. See you tomorrow. Bye," he hangs up and sighs.

I turn on the TV and begin flipping through channels. I stop at the local news, "Students will return to school on Friday. So I guess that means a mini vacation for all of us, huh?"

Yes! I totally don't want go to school but as I think about it, I don't want to be here as well. Maybe I can sleepover at Jessica's today.

"I ordered some pizzas to eat, you like ham right?" Joe asks. I just nod and go back to my room.

I don't want see him, don't want to be near him. Why can't I just have a normal family? Or at least a normal person taking care of me. I shake the bad thoughts away and decide to text Jessica.

ME: Hi Jessica, how u been??

JESS: Hello!!!! I been great! Went on a date 2 the movies with Mike, and it was great. U?

ME: That's great Jess. I need to tell u something.

JESS: Waat??! Tell me now sister! U ok?

ME: yeah, well kinda. Just don't tell Mike or Paul, Ok?