I Can Finally Breath

Living In A Nightmare

I've been asked about you and I feel nothing.

You had this pull on me like a leach and then one day I was set free. 

I have haven't seen you since.

I've thought about constantly this whole week and I feel stupid. I'm not the same person that I was before.

I feel that I'm afraid of being loved by someone because I don't know if they'll repeat the past.

Sometimes I just want to close my eyes and pretend that none of the things you did to me didn't happen

But I can't.

I don't know if I'm still waiting for you or if I'm just dreaming. I hope I'm just dreaming because I don't want to live in this nightmare anymore.