A Thousand Miles Away

Chapter 27

***Harry's P.O.V.***

I couldn't sleep. I hadn't decided yet if I should be furious with Emma or upset that she would be leaving in less than 24 hours. I looked around my room and suddenly it felt rather empty, like something huge was missing. And it looked different. Like all the personality and memories, and emotions had been brutally torn from it. I couldn't help but think that it was a reflection of how I looked. I knew why, but I couldn't admit it was all because of one single girl.

I've never thought a girl could change everything. Honestly I'd give up everything for Emma, but I don't know if she'd do the same. I love her but we just can't seem to be on the same page. It's absolutely exhausting, and yet I still can't sleep.

I needed to get out of this room, better yet out of this town. I grabbed the car keys, and took off. I had gotten my drivers license, but I was still rough on the road so I took the back roads.

It was quiet, and peaceful.

It was unreal.

I can't remember the last I just escaped, and went wherever my mind was taking me. It felt nice.

The night sky wasn't completely dark, the stars were glowing especially bright tonight, and I couldn't help but feel it was for me.

I was on a familiar rode, and I knew exactly where I was heading. I parked in the same placed Emma and I shared our first kiss. The same place I fell in love with that mad women.

I decided this is where I was meant to figure out what was going on in my head.

So I just sat at the end of the car, and thought.

About everything. I was angry with Emma, but that doesn't mean I ever stopped or ever will stop caring about her because I love her.

Everything about her made my heart jump, and I don't think I can afford to loose her.

You have lost her you idiot

That stupid voice in my head was right. I have lost her, and she'd be leaving soon, and I surely doubt I'd be getting a goodbye.

Taking my phone out I called Louis.

"Why the hell are you waking me? I just fell back asleep" why was he up before?

"What time is it?" I asked remembering I hadn't checked.

"Eleven oh three" wow I'd been here for awhile.

"Whatever can you just tell Emma goodbye for me before she leaves?" I asked.

"I'm sorry mate they just left. Megan decided it was best for her to be out of the house"

"Bloody hell, you aren't serious right?" I wanted to scream.

"Yeah I'm serious sorry mate, maybe try giving Megan a call, they haven't taken flight yet their plane leaves at 2 or 3" Louis said.

"Alright thanks" I was going to hang up but he stopped me.

"Hey harry where are you?" he asked.

"Just out. Bye Lou" I hung up and called Megan

"Harry if you're trying to reach Emma she really doesn't want to talk to you" I sighed.

"Please let me talk to her I just want to tell her something please" I begged.

"Don't mess with her head Harry, she's leaving, and you can't stop her but I'll let you say goodbye" she sounded like she was trying not to let anyone hear her.

"Alright just give her the phone please" I heard some shuffling, and Emma say things like 'no I don't want to' 'I'm not talking to him' 'he's a pig' and 'fine'.