Tomorrow is never guaranteed.
Harry's Pov.
We get home after the funeral, and I take off my clothes and put on my pajamas. Today has been a long day and I have no idea what Anna is doing but i am going to sleep. I have had a rough couple of months and now Daniel is dead? It's still kind of a hard subject to grasp, but I guess I have to keep telling myself that everything happens for a reason. I get under the covers and close my eyes, drifting off to sleep.
Anna's Pov.
I get into the room and instantly silence myself.
Harry is sprawled out on our bed, fast asleep. I smile to myself and shut the door behind me quietly and head back downstairs. I text Sam and see if she wants to come over but she is seeing some new guy named Louis so I guess she's busy. Great, what can I do alone? I go sit on the couch and turn on Netflix.
I scroll through the new releases and I start to watch The Walking Dead again, haven't watched that in a long time. I hit season 1 episode 1 and I am ready to sit here and be lonely and lazy for who knows how long.
*1 season later*
I hit pause and go to see if Harry is still sleeping. I walk quietly upstairs and open the door.
he is sitting up in bed with his laptop out and papers everywhere. I always seem to find him like this but i kind of like it. I move his papers and climb on to the bed next to him and he smiles weakly and looks back at the computer.
"well hey." I say and turn the tv off so he'll focus on me. Sure enough he snaps his head towards me and gives me a mad look.
"What was that for?" he pouts and I laugh. "Kim was crying!" He would be watching Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
"Well now you need to focus on me now." I smile and cuddle up next to him and he wraps his arms around me. "You know, sometimes I really wish I had Amnesia." He frowns and I give him a worried look. "Why?"
"I guess I just don't want to remember all the mistakes I've made and all the bad stuff I watched and stuff like that."
"Mistakes make us stronger, and they teach us important lessons." I smile and he repeats my gesture and we lay there until he asks me another question but I didn't hear it.
"What?"
"Sometimes I wonder If you're really 19. You seem too smart and little to be this inspiring." He says and my heart literally stops. He's right, I'm not 19, i'm 17 and he's 22. He could go to jail if the police ever found out. I guess it's time to be honest.
"Harry, I'm 17." I spit out and I feel him move away from me.
"You're what?"
"I lied. I'm only 17, I just wanted a friend but now I realize how stupid this is and I need you, you can't leave please."
"You realize how much trouble I could get into right, dammit Anna!" He snaps and gets out of bed and puts on his clothes.
"Where are you going?" I ask timidly and cover my face. I have the feeling he is going to yell. Sure enough he lets out a huge scream of frustration and He grabs his keys.
"I'm taking you home, we're over."
and that's when a little piece of my heart shattered.
"W-what?" I ask and a tear falls down my face as i get up and stand in front of him.
"I said we're over, I'm so stupid for thinking this would work, it was too good to be true." He frowns and lets go of my hand.
"Harry, what about being engaged, or all the fun times we had together?" I cry and he shakes his head. "I'll need the ring back and I guess those fun times will have to be memories, in the past now because there is no "we" anymore, I'm sorry Anna. get dressed and get your stuff." He says and I feel my knees buckle and next thing I know is i'm on the floor , crying. I should've never driven to that bar, and i should have never let him sit by me or let me fall in love with him. I should have locked my windows and shut everyone out. But I gave in to the intoxicated feeling and Lied to the person I loved the most. Now I ruined it all and there's no turning back.
"Okay." Is all I say and I pack up my suitcase and He gets into the car and drives me home. The place where all of my fears are kept.
"actually, make a turn here." I say and he nods and parks next to the last house on the street. Sam's house.
I don't knock on the door and As soon as she sees me she gets up and wraps her arms around me and I cry into her shoulder. I hope this is all a dream and I'll wake up soon, but i know I have to face the real world.
"I'm so stupid."
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HELLOOOO
BOOM.
I told you stuff was gonna get good! I know this was kind of all over the place but I promise the next few chapters will even it out and yeah.
I didn't listen to any music during this so.. oops.
that is alll.
All the loveeeeee
- Raina xx
