Maybe I should quit thinking before i drown all over again.
I get into my bed and snuggle up under the covers. Michael didn't come over tonight probably because he's out again with Ashton, dumbass won't even spend time with me anymore its like he's dating Ashton instead of me! Just kidding, he's on his way over he can never say no to me haha.
I grab the remote and turn on my tv, because I have nothing better to do while i wait for him to show up at my front door like he always does.
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I get woken up by the sound of pebbles hitting my window, But if Michael comes through the front door, then who the heck is at my window pulling a Romeo and Juliet stunt? I get up and walk to my balcony and look down and i literally almost puke. Harry is at my window. After all that happened and what he did to me why would he come to my house? Well what the fuck do i do.
"Harry what are you doing here?" I whisper yell and he laughs and asks if he can come up. I hesitate but say yes because whether I hate him or not we have a lot of things we need to discuss. he hops in through my window causing flashbacks to run through my head, when we first met and we would get drunk in this exact room.
"So, why are you here?" I ask and he runs his fingers through his hair.
"I wanted to do this the right way."
"wanted to do what the right way?"
"I wanted to ask you on a date, the right way. And Anna before you cut me off let me finish. I know you are going out with Michael but come on! I mean I know i may have over reacted when I made you leave but i was just caught off guard. I get that things aren't exactly okay between us so i'll settle for a minor friendship but i want to regain your trust Anna please."
I am caught off guard to be honest but I just don't know if i can trust him. I can't say i haven't thought about what else would have happened but those are fantasies and i have to admit to myself that he hurt me. Not on purpose but i can't keep giving him the benefit of the doubt. I don't want him to get the wrong idea so I have made the mature decision to be his friend, nothing else. He has to prove to me that he's changed before I can even think about that. Besides, I'm happy with Michael right?
Harry's Pov
I am grateful for her somewhat generic forgiveness but i can't be the one to complain for the simple fact that i pretty much caused this to happen. I should have said sorry long before it had to come to me sneaking up her window. I am such an asshole. But one thing i am certain of is that one way or another i will be getting her back because I love her that much and she cannot deny the fact that I'm the one. That's not to selfish is it?
I leave after saying goodbye and climb back down the drainpipe. This reminds me of old times when i used to come up here and we would get drunk as shit and spill personal stuff and not remember it in the after math. But i have to give her time. That's the settled. Like they always say, TIme is the best therapy for a broken heart and i need more time myself. I know I made her leave but I want her back and this may sound like the beginning to an evil comic or some creepy shit like that but if its the last thing i do.
Anna's Pov
He left and i know i'm acting like i need pity complaining and stuff but pity is the last thing i want trust me. I want things to be the way they were, i'm sue i have said that enough times. But i do, things ended so bad. He's too late though because for one, i don't think i would have forgiven him on the spot and two Michael is in the picture and i'm actually fine with him so sorry Harry. Actually i'm not sorry but whatever he can do what he wants because I am. I am literally finally getting my life back together and mending broken friendships and I can't let him in my life now that i'm stronger than i was before for the simple fact that i may become more vulnerable and i can't let that happen, i just can't. Things will go the way they need to go and if that means we won't even be friends in the least bit then so be it.
Michael was late coming over. But i still let him in and we talked but it ended up becoming like a serious conversation. He looks up at me from the floor and he smiles but then sits up.
"Anna don't get mad at me for asking this but i just have to." He starts and then grabs my hands.
"Do you still love Harry?" His question hits me like a truck.
"I mean we went through alot but no. I care about him but not in the way you think." I answer and he nods his head and thats the last thing i remember before i fall asleep.
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hey guys
sorry for the short updates but like i said no wifi :(
but there is only like 5 chapters left in this
songs for this were
Ariana Grande: Dangerous woman
Zayn: Befour
Selena Gomez: hands to myself.
Melanie Martinez: Pacify her
and thats it.
All the loveeee
-Raina xx
p.s. The next fanfic i'll be posting after this one is an Ashton one and its really good so be pepared fort that hope you like it :)
