(okay this is kind of inspired by after and another fanfic i read called catfish so yeah figured i would let you know. Theres also a lot of pov change in here so brace yourselves. xx)
Michael's pov
Don't get me wrong, I really like Anna but this whole thing is just a bit too complicated. I love her to death and I always have but The obviousness is evident that he still loves her and he always will and I am the jealous type. I need him to either respect that we're a thing now or get the fuck out of my way. I usually never had a problem with Harry, just the things he did and the choices he makes. He left her broken and at the moment Anna is my happiness, she is what keeps me going, what gives me the motivation to get up out of bed every single morning and if she isn't happy then neither am i. I don't know how long weĺl last but hopefully if something happens please just give her the strength to never go back to him, because he can be quite persuasive and i know she would give into his tactics.
Harry Styles.
Michael fucking Clifford is going to ruin all my chances of getting her back, I know damn it! I screwed up, but can't someone cut me a little slack i mean i have been trying to reach out to her but Michael wont leave her alone for even as second for me to explain myself and why I reacted the way i did. I guess I kind of deserve this treatment. I mean my mum always told me to treat others the way you wanted to be treated and i guess now i get a taste of my own medicine. I treated her like nothing and now i get the after math of it all. Nice going Harry. You really got yourself into it this time, now you might never get her back. But who says I can't try? Look at it from my standing point. I fell in love with someone, and i fell hard. Then I found out she wasn't the person i though she was considering she was 2 years younger than what she had told me the first time we met. I know I know most of you are probably thinking the whole 'age is just a number' propaganda, but it's not that simple. It could be but its not. I could have gone to jail but i guess i never thought about it that way. I love her to death but maybe splitting up was for the best thing for her and also my safety when it comes to this, whatever this was. I need to think...
Anna's Pov
My mind is a mess.
I'm a mess.
I need to keep going and forget about all of this. I have been dwelling on the past I haven't even been thinking about the future or what lies ahead for me. I have to get rid of anything that starts with H otherwise i get distracted. I know i have been through a lot but lets not get that mentality that i'm the victim because thats not in the least bit true, well in some cases it is but never mind that. This is partly my fault because I did lie you know, but he acted like I was a completely different person when he found out! Well sure i'm a few years younger than you thought, but does that make my personality different or should it make you love me any less? In my opinion it shouldn't. People lie all the time and never get caught or they get forgiven, why can't I? Don't take that the wrong way i don't want any part of anything that has to do with the 'H' word, but can't we just forgive and forget and move on with our lives? Or maybe he wants me to feel guilty. I need some time to think about all this before I drown all over again.
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HAI GUYS
THIS IS NOT A DRILL I FOOKING LOST WIFI AGAIN IM SO SO SO SORRY SLOW UPDATES AGAIN!
but on the bright side i'm seeing MELANIE MARTINEZ in 5 days so yeah.
C if your reading this suck my toe :) :) :)
jkjk
alright thats it
All the loveeee
-Raina xx
