chapter 21

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"Mikey?" I ask in disbelief, is this really happening? Because i never thought that this would happen between us, i guess i always had small feelings for him, but this is always happening.
"I'm here." He coos and plants a small kiss behind my ear and i smile at his touch. Those feelings went away as soon as i heard his voice at the damn door.
"Anna?" He chokes and i try my best not to react. Harry.
"What are you doing here i thought i--"
"You thought nothing! I messed up okay, but that doesn't give you permission to kiss people just after we broke up! He snaps ans knocks the flowers he bought me off of the table, i watch them and the vase that held them crumble down on to the hard ground.
"Harry, mate i think thats enough." Michael steps in and harry is breathing heavily, i have never seen him this angry. It especially scares me that his anger is directed at me. No anna, he's trying to guilt you. He only wants you to feel bad for kissing michael so he can have you all to himself, but im tired of the cycle that seems to replay in all of my relationships.

Friends, kiss, fall in love, heartbreak, repeat.

Except this time im not going to repeat this, it is the last time. I can do what i want, besides hes the one who broke me and now he tries to fix me all over again? I am never making such a dumb mistake ever again.

I have to keep telling myself, never.

"Get the hell of me Michael!" Harry shouts and next thing i know Harrys fist collides with Michaels jaw, causing michael to crash onto the ground. I press the button on the remote to call the nurse, and she arrives almost immediately.
"Sir, its time for you to go." She demands and harry runs his hands through his hair and leaves the room.

"Michael are you okay?" I'm trying my best to stay calm because my doctor said it's good for my therapy.  I can't though, he has the nerve to bust in here complaining when he is the root of this evil? I am fed up with him, I have my reasons. My mind tells me to run, run as far away as possible but my heart tells me there is still good left in him to be discovered by someone who truly loves him, which i thought was me, and him together but he got angry and left me alone, and this wasn't even the first time, it was the second. Except the first time i was naive, and i didn't know his motives until it happened. Who knows though? Maybe i'm over reacting.

Or maybe i'm finally seeing things for the way they are. 

I have to figure that out myself. 

"Yeah i'm fine, that hurt though." He smiles weakly and I make my way towards him and than I steal a small glance at the wall clock and it says 6:30 p.m. 

"Shit." I whisper yell. I was supposed to take my meds at 6. I press the call button and the same nurse comes in right away and gives me a tiny cup with 6 pills inside. 

"Dang girl." Michael fake gasps and I smile.

"What can I say? I'm a fucked up person." I smirk and turn the light off. 


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IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG STILL NO WIFI VSBJBAWJVGL

THE SOUNDS LIVE FEELS LIVE TOUR HAS BEGUN!!!!! 

MY BIRTHDAY IS TODAY

SO MUCH IS HAPPENING. 

SONG IS...

Me Myself and I : G- Easy

Stressed Out" Twenty One Pilots.

THATS IT MY LOVERS. 

ALL THE LOVEEEEEE 

- Raina xx


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