*WARNING!*
THIS CHAPTER MAY CONTAIN CONTENT TRIGGERING FOR SOME.
BUT OTHERWISE, ENJOY!
I get dressed after my shower, and put my boots on, Harry says he wants to take me around Holmes Chapel, i guess some sight seeing is going to happen.
"You ready?" He asks and i nod and we head downstairs and he grabs his keys and i hear a quiet "have fun" from Anne but i ignore it and we shut the door behind us.
"So where are we going first?"
"Um, an art gallery. Sound cool?" He asks and i smile and reply with a quiet yes.
*BOOM*
I hear a really loud noise and i look out the window of the car, and people begin jumping out of their cars to investigate. Harry looks concerned as he gets out. I go to get out as well but he gives me a warning glare and says i love you and shuts the door.
What is going on?
...
I watch as police officers flood the scene and i know i told Harry i wouldn't get out, but fuck it, i'm getting out.
I got out of the car, shut the door and walked up as far as they would let me. Police tape and caution signs were quickly spread around this area, but i have yet no idea why!
Oh my god.
I see a Little boy, on the ground covered in blood. Well he wasn't little, maybe 14 or 15.
His head has blood spouting from the top, and a gun still lodged in his left hand.
I watch as people cry, faint and talk to police and tell them what they saw. It was a suicide, this boy, he killed himself, but why?
And where the hell is Harry?
I yell out for him, but no answer.
God dammit.
I spot long brown hair, and i assume it's Harry and run towards him. It was Harry. I cover my mouth with my hands and he wraps his arms around me. I have no relation to this boy, het i have still to wonder what brought him to it, was life hard for him as it was me? Nevermind me, but this boy. I hear faint names like David, or Dave and i assume that was his name. Why would he do it in public? If you want my honesty, I have thought about it. You know, suicide. The times i thought about it i felt it was a last resort. I felt as if nobody would care, but now there's Harry and Sam, and they care. But that can't stop me from thinking.
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Harry and I get back in the car.
"Are you okay?" He asks and I shake my head and a tear escapes my eye. What did i just witness?
"What do you think made him do it?" I ask and look down trying not to remember my past.
"The mind, the things you think can be harmful. The mind itself is a dangerous place to be in, especially alone." His answer caught me off guard, but helped me understand.
"I assume no tour guide for me?" I pout and he shakes his head.
"We'll try again tomorrow, but for today I think we will go grab coffee and call it a day yeah?" He suggests and i nod. A coffee sounds great.
*After Coffee/ Now at home.*
"Time for bed yeah?" I ask and undo my belt, and replace todays clothes with Harry's shirt and some of his boxers.
I climb into bed and i feel my eyes being forced shut, from the lack of sleep i have gotten the past few nights. I am about to fall asleep but Harry's arms snake around me and he smiles against my neck and says "I love you, goodnight baby."
I turn around and kiss him and fall asleep in his arms, the place i feel most comfortable, safe and secure.
"Anna?"
"Yeah?"
"I knew David." Harry chokes and I turn around to face him.
"You, you did?"
"I seen him at alot of parites, he was kind of distant, but we talked a few times." He says and i kiss his forehead. Now, time for bed.
...
I wake up, breathless and covered in sweat. I must have had a nightmare. I used to have them all the time as a kid, but nothing major.
"You okay babe?" Harry asks, his voice deep and raspy.
"Yeah, just a bad dream." I shrug and he opens his arms, "come here."
I scoot closer and he closes his arms. I love this, how everything worked out between us.
I would not have it any other way, drama, flaws and all.
"I got a text from Davids mom, and she says his funeral is Saturday."
"We can go." I smile and get up out of bed.
This is going to be a long day.
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HAIII GUYSSS
Sorry for takingso long!
I normally update every day, but i got caught up in the Zayn Imagines lmao.
How is everyone?
I wrote this in tribute to a lost family member , R.I.P love 💞
The songs for this chapter are
Too good: Troye Sivan
If I could fly : one direction
San Francisco: 5sos
Goner:TØP
That is all
All the loveeeee
- Raina xx
