Chapter 13: the big bang lol!

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Chapter 13: the big bang lol!

 It was Tuesday and I just got to the house Max bought. I walked up to my new room and set it up.  I had my room painted red and black and putted poster’s up. I started to cut my wrist again and hiding it from my family and friends. I was lying on my bed looking at my scars when Blaze walked in.

“YO Beat stop mopping around and where you want this.” he said as I pulled my sleeve’s down.

“Any where and then leave me alone Blaze.” he put down the box and left the room. I walked over to my lap top and turned I on. I got on  you tube and put on watch me bleed by scary kids scaring kids. I sat back down on my bed and put my head in my hands. I started to cry I heard knock on the door. I walked over and locked it and went back to bed. 

“Open up Beat.” Max said. I didn’t answer him and just started to cry. “are you crying?” he asked. I once again didn’t answer him. He sighed and walked away from the door. 

“Please open up” Blake said. I thought I was hearing things. I haven’t talked to him since the party why would he come and talk to me now. I sighed and went to the bath room. I took out my razor and cut my wrist I let the blood drip out but then someone kicked my door open. I tried to lose the door but Dylan didn’t let me. He came next to me and wrapped my wrist with his shirt showing his bare handsome chest. Last time I saw his chest he didn’t have this great six pack. 

“Why would you do this Beat?” he asked as he hugged me. I hugged him back. When I said I loved Blake it wasn’t as how much I love Dylan. I would never stop loving Dylan that’s one thing.

“Because I want to be with you but I also want to be with Blake and I don’t know who to choose.” I said as I hugged him tighter.

“Do what your heart want’s you to. Who do you love  more?” he said as he hugged me tighter.

“I always loved you more.” I said s I looked in his green eyes and I saw him smile the smile I loved.

“And I always loved you.” he said he hugged me and I kissed him.

“Um, what’s going on in here?” Blaze said as he saw me and Dylan kissing. 

“Me and Dylan are getting back together .” I said as Dylan looked down at me.

“Holy shit.” Blaze said before……………

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