mute | yoonmin

nineteen

yoongi set of running home constantly wiping his tears. he felt embarrassed and upset, he knew he shouldn't have let jimin in. he wanted to scream, the pain in his heart was unbearable. he only felt numbness. his heart stopped beating, for it had only beat for jimin. his mind went black, as did his heart.

once yoongi reached his home the door was unlocked for once, he carefully opened the tall door and quietly shut it trying not to make a sound. he timidly crept up the stairs. he was then faced with his dad who stood smirking in the hallway.

"what happened to you then" his father shouted, the smell of alcohol on his breath.

yoongi shrugged trying to get past his dad but failed too.

"did that boyfriend of yours leave you like everybody else does" he asked smirking.

yoongi stood still looking down at the wooden floor as tears slid down his pale cheeks.

"i was right wasn't i" mr min laughed pushing yoongi "no matter what you do you'll always be an unwanted little shit" he added heading downstairs.

yoongi stormed into his room he was filled with anger he threw everything off his desk and shelves in rage. yoongi was then left filled with sadness. the boy then climbed into bed wrapping his thin quilt around his frail body, his thoughts roam round and round with only the thoughts of jimin. the boys eyes leaked with pain he felt used and unwanted. when your heart gets broken, the whole world turns black because there is no joy, no happiness. yoongi cuddled his pillow the images of jimin kissing hoseok floating around his head.

the small boy laid in bed going through everything him and jimin did. he no longer felt pain he was just numb. yoongis eyes were bloodshot red and his cheeks were tear stained. he no longer had any strength left in him. he wanted to cry like a baby, he wanted to scream but his throat was empty.

yoongi felt his eyes get heavy and began slipping into unconsciousness all his thoughts ended and he was soon asleep.

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soon after yoongi left, jimin went home too hoping yoongi would be there. he was pissed off a hoseok and angry at himself for not explaining straight away before yoongi ran off. he opened the door and slammed it shut.

"boy get in here!" mrs park shouted from the living room.

jimin plodded into the warm living room where his mother sat on the couch with her fluffy slippers on and a mug of tea on the table.

"don't be slamming doors in my house" she exclaimed shaking her head.

"is yoongi here?!" jimin asked worry scattered across his face.

"no he's with you isn't he" she replied sipping her tea becoming slightly worried as well.

jimin felt his eyes tear up he knew he fucked up real bad. the boy quickly wiped his tears away hoping his mother didn't notice.

"what have you done now?" mrs park sighed putting her mug down on the glass coffee table and opening her arms for jimin to come over.

"mum!" jimin cried running over to the sofa into mrs parks arms, she then held him in a motherly way.

"tell me what's wrong" she cooed rubbing her sons back.

"i was wait-ting for yoongi to come back a-and h-hoseok came and kissed me but y-yoongi saw" jimin stuttered his eyes spilling tears and his nose becoming snotty.

mrs park held jimin and pulled a tissue from the tissue box near by. she held the tissue in front of jimin which he gladly took. mrs park then pulled away from her son and pushed his hair back.

"go talk to yoongi" she said calmly kissing jimins tear stained cheeks.

jimin wiped his tears and blew his nose, he then thank his mother. the short boy then went to his bedroom and picked up yoongis notebook. he flicked through the pages and read yoongis cute handwriting.

'today jimin asked me to be his boyfriend i was scared at first because my note was cringy but he said yes!! ( •̀ω•́ )'

jimin giggled and turned the page.

'today i had to go outside buuuuut jimin took me to a amusement park! it was so fun we went on rides and we took a photo and he kissed me! it was my first kiss so i didn't know what to do >_<'

jimin continued to read the pages.

'i don't sit alone anymore jimin taehyung and jungkook sit with me i don't talk but i listen to what they say. jimin calls me cute because im shy but he's the cute one ^^'

jimin blushed and flicked the page again but that's where yoongis notes had finished, but the photo of the two of them was stuck on a empty page, he then smiled and giggled slightly. jimin was doing a peace sign puffing his cheeks with his cat ears on while yoongi showed his gummy smile with his bear ears.

the boy then huffed and got off his bed, jimin then threw on a jacket and picked up yoongis notebook holding it tightly. he then ran downstairs and made his way to yoongis house.

ugh i had a shit day so sorry for errors or typos ;~;