I'm Coming Home

Chapter 24:Missing Girl

(Jayden's POV)

Since when did the worst turn out like this. Knowing that now May is starting to move on with someone else who's not me. She promised . . could she have forgotten?

I look over the moon broken sky filling beauty as I see white birds pass by. Laying on my bed thinking and wondering what would happen if I asked how she truly felt. How she felt about me in general. Every time I see her, I can't help but try to grab her attention. Every time I can't help but making her look at me and only me. But I always fail. I always end up avoiding her.

"How selfish can I be . . ." I say to myself with tears rushing down my face. I don't know what this feeling is, but I hate it . . badly.

I pull a pillow to my face and I cry silently. I hold my pillow tightly and look over messages from my phone. The last message I ever sent was the last day of summer to Saffe. Now, I'm not much into my phone. But I don't seem I'm into real life as well.

I shake my head and throw my phone on my bed and reach to get a book. Sitting on the small table I had and read. Poetic and small story's this book carried all kinds. I turn to the "Happy" chapter and read the whole chapter over again. That wasn't until I was disturbed** by a phone call.

I walk over to it and read the ID Number that reads:Rome Tan.

I answer the call, "Need something?"

"I just wanted to explain that we'll come by tomorrow, got it?"

"Yes sir." I say with the deepest voice I have. He laughed, and it was the first time I ever heard him laugh.

"Anything new Heart'?"

"Yeah . . . much new." I say looking back at the book.

I didn't know the expression he had, neither did I know what he was thinking.

"Wanna talk?"

"Tomorrow." I say and end the call quickly. I put my face in my hands and groan loudly. Mixed emotions and confused on what it is.

I throw my hair back away from my face and look over the window. The window in the middle of my room that would always look back in me at night. And with that window there's a small patio that I would walk out sometimes. And so did I walk to look over at the dark night sky. Filled with light from the bright full moon. I lean on the wall and slide down from it. Press my legs against my chest and sigh. I didn't feel upset, neither depressed . . but I felt something. Something hug my heart and feeling the warmth of something. I look over the wall and see a daddy long leg spider.

I scream to the top I'm lungs and quickly run back inside. My mom bangs my door open and asked what was wrong. I woke her up from her sleep and didn't bother to respond with anything. She left the room and I look back outside. I swallow a lump in my throat thinking about the spider May had. Sunny . .

That creepy crawler that for some reason May loved so dearly. I never knew why, but I never bothered to think of it as "cute".

But having that thought in my head, felt like at that moment was important.

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I get up from my bed and ready my clothing for tomorrow. Friday, and with that no school for two days. It's only been a week and I felt like dying from school.

A navy blue knee skirt with a black sleeves T-shirt. A cream color cardigan and stockings. I walk out my closet and plop back on my bed. That thought and feeling than blew at me back. My heart aches and my head hurts. It hurt worse then I expected and tried to sleep it off. . .

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AN: This just talks about her feelings, and the after part of hearing about May and Melissa. The next chapter will be more "exciting" if this wasn't . . and it ended up being boring . . sorry.
But there will be more to come!!! But hope this chapter was good, I tried my best to write it and it was difficult.

But anyways, THANKS FOR READING!
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