I'm Coming Home

Chapter 35:Joking

(Jayden's POV)

I lean over to Saffe and rest my head on her shoulder. I look up at her and see her pretty green brown eyes. The way they collide and create a reaction when her pupils shrink.

"Saffe . . . who is it that your brother is texting. It doesn't seem like it's a girl, the name was Issen." I claim looking at the cracked open door.

The texting format and also the way he talks back to his "lover" didn't seem like it would be a girlfriend. I shook my head and looked straight at Saffe waiting for a response.

"So what if he's gay, it shouldn't matter." She said as she switched on her phone not caring at all.

It didn't seem much of a surprised. Many people around me were just the same as anything. It didn't matter if they liked something different. But Saffe seemed a little embarrassed by saying it. She seemed like it was a judgment. All I did was laugh and hug around her waist. I glanced over May and she was watching with the corner of her eyes. Ears perked to hear what was going on. The

I push her towards Danny just to annoy her. Instead she leaned more onto him. I pout and grab May forcing her on me. I grab both their waist and call them mine.

"Whatever you say Heart'." Saffe says while she texts on her phone.

They all were texting on their phone. The fact that mine was dead this whole place seemed dead enough. There wasn't much conversation and not much contact between us. The only way to do that was if we forced to do that. I didn't like the fact that they didn't pay any attention to me. No one did anything but "teen" stuff.

However I wanted to see how they would react if I were to suddenly become sad or mad. It sound like they wouldn't care much. They know me but . . . I wonder if they notice something is real or not.

"I wish I didn't meet you guys." I said as blankly as I could. Coldly and pushing the subject.

I glance at Saffe with her phone put the side and an unbearable face. I felt like crying then and there. I didn't think that they would take it so seriously. Danny looked like he was about to die, and I couldn't image how May looked like. I didn't bother to, and I didn't know why I didn't. Even if it was just a joke they take it like I mean it.

"So what are we to you Jayden?" She said standing up looking down onto me.

Danny stands up to hold back Saffe. I turned to see May but, she sided with Saffe and Danny.

"I was kidding?!" I said confusing myself. I laugh falsely and look down.

"What part was kidding?" Saffe said looking like she was going to cry.

"Stop it-" May tried throwing words out but it seemed she couldn't.

Their was nothing much to say about what happened. The way I worded it and said it. It seemed like I deserved it. But she didn't need to go all this way.

"Get your head up, because now I wish I never came to see you Jayden." She said as she passes by me and walks out the door.

I hear other steps walk out but I didn't bother to look back up. I stood their still feeling that helpless.

"You okay, she seemed disappointed by what you said." I heard a deep voice call.