Betrayed( TMI fanfiction )

Chapter 10

             One week later

       Dad let me to the Outside, just he didn't know one thing. He's not the only one who can lie. I said that I came here to find my mother,but the truth is that I came to the Outside to escape from my dad, Jace and my emotions.
      I brought Simon with me, because he is the only one who didn't betray me.
     The Outside isn't like dad said. People are kind and helpful. I met a girl, named Bella. She is a shadowhunter too and she let us stay at her house. She said she'll help us live like a normal outsider.
      I sat up in my bed rubbing the sleep out of my eyes. Some weird nausea took me over. I ran to the bathroom and threw up.
     When my stomach became empty and I finished vomiting, I brushed my teeth.
      I put on some black ripped jeans, a white shirt and some black vans before heading downstairs.
      Bella was already gone, probably to work. Simon is still sleeping. My birthday is in two days, but I don't want to celebrate it.
      I grabbed some cereals and a glass of orange juice.
      Right when I wanted to take a sip from the juice, that nausea returned. I couldn't do anything else, I ran to the bathroom to puke.......again.
      What is wrong with me?
      I've been sick for the last four days.
      I checked my calendar, to see that my period is late.
      Fuck! No,no,no! I'm throwing up and my period is late? No, it can't be! It just can't!
       I searched for some medicines in the bathroom, when something caught my attention. A pregnancy test. Why does Bella have this ? Should I do it? Yes, I should.
      I waited and waited and waited.
     A pink plus sign. No, no way ! I can't be pregnant! It can only be Jace's . No, no,no! I want to forget everything from my past and now I'm having his child? Fuck,fuck,fuck!
      My tears started to fall. How could I take care of a child alone? I can't take care of myself !
     I yawned and walked back to my room. I decided to take a nap.
     My hand rested on my flat tummy. Why is this happening to me? I never did anything wrong! Why is life punishing me?!
    ....but maybe this child will bring happiness into my life.....maybe he or she will make me smile. I will have a kid. I'm going to be a mother !      
       I stroked my belly.
      - Sweet dreams, my bundle of joy....- I whispered before drifting off into a peaceful slumber.