They dont know about us

Chapter 19

Lakshmi's POV

I came home after dropping Lorena of at her house I came straight home. I really didn't want to see Zayn. It's one thing to yell at a person but to hit a girl is just horrible. What kind of man does that. Fortunately Zayn doesn't seem to be home, I bet he's out getting wasted again. As on cue he comes through the door. He has dark circles all around his eyes. He's staggering through the door and has a woman around his arm. A pang of jealousy shoots through me.

"Lakshmi? What are you doing here?", he slurs and I put his arm around my shoulder. I turn to the girl who obviously isn't drunk at all.

"Beat it", I tell her and she runs out the door. I take Zayn and drop him on his bed.

"Why are you doing this?", he slurs and I shake my head.

"You are so difficult", I tell him and he sits up.

"I am not", he protests I take of his socks and shoes.

"Whatever, I'm not going to argue with a drunk person" I say and he rolls his eyes. He covers his mouth with his hands and I rush to find a bowl. Zayn vomits violently into the bowl. He's sweating like crazy.

"I'm sorry", he says and lies back down. I wet a cloth with water and bring it to the bedroom.

"Good you should be. How is getting drunk helping you?", I ask him while taking his shirt of. He starts giggling but I ignore him.

"Because booze does something to your brain and makes you forget", he says totally convinced he's right.

"You idiot", I tell him, "alcohol just makes it worse and it does do something to your brain. That's why you act like a douche", I say and he starts laughing really hard. I don't even know why I'm talking to a drunk man. It's not like he's going to remember in the morning.

"You're funny baby", he laughs and I storm out of the room after saying goodnight. I go to sleep very early.

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The next morning I wake up at around 9 and make myself breakfast. A hungover Zayn came into the kitchen. I get him some aspirin and water and push across the island. "Here you go", I tell him and he drinks it down.

"What happened last night?" He asks and I don't even turn around to look at him.

"You got wasted", I told him tersely. He came behind me and his shoulder brushed mine. A shot of electricity went through my body and we looked at each other shocked. The feeling soon passed and he looked down at the floor.

"What are you cooking?" He asked me looking at the ceiling now. I was thinking, if you looked at the pan then maybe you'll be able to figure it out.

"Pancakes", I replied and he nodded, "Listen Lakshmi", he says and I turn to face him. He looks me straight in the eyes.

"I can't stand you being mad at me and I can't just be friends with you either. I need you in my life as my girlfriend", he says and I blink several time trying to process what he just said, "please love, take me back".

Wow I was not expecting that at all. I wanted Zayn back more than I could express but how did I know that he wasn't going to cheat on me? He's a boy and when a boy learns to love they won't stop with one girl. Our lives were different and they didn't fit.

"Zayn, I can't. You'll just cheat on me again", I tell him and he grabs my shoulders.

"No I won't. I'll wait for you forever if I have to. I can't be without you", he pleads and I hug him tightly. Me in his arms was the best feeling in the world. We did fit and this was proof. I pulled away.

"If we're going to do this we have to take it slow. I can't go straight into it again"

"I can go slow", Zayn says and pulls me into a kiss. It was sweet and...slow. Trust Zayn.

"I'm glad to have you back", he tells me. I agree with him.

Zayn was the person I wanted to be with.

A/N sup ma bitches. This is my last update for the next three weeks so yeh ill miss you.

Vaish