Chapter Nineteen: Monica's P.O.V.

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Chapter 19: Monica's P.O.V.

"Pretending to be happy when you're in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person"

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 (this is still Savannah Roberts ' P.O.V. I'll tell you when it's Monica's)

So after that talk with Eleanor yesterday, I instanty feel better. So that's what's been bothering me the most? Eleanor? Well, I sure do hope we never go through that again.

Laura offered to drive me to school today, I didn't want to walk, anyway.

"So.. want to tell me what happened?" she asked not glancing away from the road

"So there was this dickhead who kissed my bestfriend.." I started off and she started laughing

"So now you're calling him a dickhead but later on when you're all lovey dovey and mushy mushy again, you'd call her 'Burty'? You are so normal" Note the sarcasm.

"Yes and no, I don't think we'll be lovey dovey and mushy mushy for a while, since I got sent the principal's office yesterday--"

"You what?!" she was surprised which made the car go left luckily it went right again. Laura, I know my life's messed up but please don't let me die?

"I know! It was horrible! Mr. Greene said he's seeing too much PDA. He's just old and probably doesn't have a wife. He's just bitter" I remarked

"Woah, what happened to you?" I looked at her "You're not you. You're innocent, remember? Now you're insulting teachers? Looks like the true Savannah that's been hiding is finally coming out" she smirked

I slapped her arm "Whatever"

"Go on" she said

"On what?" I asked

"The story? Now you're acting dumb too like those girls who thinks being dumb is cute? I must say intelligence is sexy"

"No I'm not! I hate those!" I exclaimed

"Yeah you do, now back to the story"

"Oh, then after that we talked. I was like 'no! you don't like me, do you? this is just a bet, isn't it?' I said in an overly high pitched voice "then Gavin said 'I really like you"  

I said copying Gavin's deep voice. Damn, now I miss his voice.

"Then? Are you two okay now?" she asked

"Not really, I said if he really liked me he'd prove it. I don't know if he'll ever do something but I'm really not expecting something. Which brings me to to one particular question in my mind"

"What?" she asked as I see us nearing our school. The sight of 'our' tree hurts me.

"If I'll break up with him" I said before dashing through the doors and thanking Laura.

"I'll go ahead, kay?"

"Yeah, sure" she said then I walked to school

Each step I took, I was preparing myself for an unforgettable day, maybe we're not really made for each other and who knows? Maybe those two years oflife without him is better.

Even if I know I suffered life like I'm living in hell without him.

I've got to admit, the whole time that we dated was the best yet, I managed to do crazy things I wasn't able to do before. Yeah, most of you are going to say 'oooh, he's a bad influence' but as much as I don't want to say it, I was better like that. I suddenly realized, I'm not really living my life, I was just surviving it.

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