Forever Loved (BEING EDITED)

Chapter 26; Nothing's Going Right!

Katniss POV

   I wake up in the middle of the night thinking of Peeta. Did he even come home. I didn't here him come in and he isn't laying next to me. I get up and walk through our new house. I go downstairs to see if Peeta is down there.

He isn't in the guest room up stairs so he must be downstairs if he came home last night. I go into the living room and see him laying on the couch. He didn't even want to sleep in the same bed as me. I don't know how this is going to affect our relationship.

Im going to have to tell him sooner or later about the baby. My stomach is getting more noticeable everyday. I know he will just get angry if I wake him up so I just go back into our room.

While walking back, I walk past a mirror but I can't help but take a closer look. My stomach is getting bigger. I put my hand over it, trying to forget what happened in the past twenty four hours. I feel a tear slip over my cheek as I examine myself in the mirror.

Getting angry, I move my hand and walk back to our room. I lay awake in bed until the sun rises about two hours later. My alarm beeps and I know I have to get up. I don't want to.

I get up and go to the bathroom but the door is shut and the light is on. I hear water running. I knock on the door and when I don't get an answer I open it.

" Peeta?," I say softly and he turns around and shoots me a frustrated glance.

" Can you leave me alone," he says harshly which kind of hurts my feelings.

" But Peeta...," I say but he cuts me off.

" Can't you see I am busy getting ready!," he yells and forces me out of the door and slams it extremely hard.

I never knew Peeta could be so violent. My eyes begin to tear up again. I can't really control my emotions lately either. Sometimes I am happy and the next minute I am crying.

" Peeta we need to talk," I tell him through the door but I hear no answer. Thats when the door opens and he walks to our room without making eye contact with me.

I follow him into our room and I watch him as he sifts through his closet of clothes angrily.

" Peeta," I try to get his attention to talk.

" Do you really think I want to talk to you right now," he asks me coldly. I would tell him about the baby, but right now, I don't know what his reaction will be. Probably furious.

" Just leave me alone so I can get ready for work!," he walks past me.

" But Peeta..... I love you," I say with a sad and frustrated voice. Where I usually get an 'I love you too' back, I get nothing this time, and that hurts me deeply.

He doesn't love me anymore.
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Im at work sitting at my desk. I can't stop crying. I try so hard to suppress the flow of tears but they keep coming. The last thing I want is for someone to see me like this.

That's when my boss comes in with a stack of papers in her hand.

" Hey Katniss, I wanted to know if you...," she stops mid sentence and I know she realized that I am crying.