"When a man loves a woman can't keep his mind on nothing else,he trade the world for the good he's found,if she is bad he can't see it,she can do no wrong,turning his back on his best friend if he puts her down,when a man love a woman,spends his very last dime,trying to hold on to what he needs,he'd give up all his comforts,and sleep out in the rain,if she said that's the way it ought to be,when a man loves a woman,I give you everything I've got,trying to hold on to your precious love,baby please don't treat me bad"
When A Man Loves A Woman-Joshua Ladet Version
Carla's pov
With the twins sitting in my living room I could feel a fair amount of tension around us.
"Look you two know why I brought you over here,I want to talk about what happened and put everything in the past and not let it affect my moving forward mentally and spiritually" I say to them both not at all backing down with my stance
"Carla before you say anything else let us explain.......please?" Michael ask me
And I nod my head for him to start.
"Well of course you know that we mad a bet......but at first the bet was just about Michelle and when we told our friends about you and then we told them we would be seeing you and stuff they decided to turn the bet up a notch and they wanted to see which one of us would get to sleep with you first or better yet how long would it take for both of us to do you at the same time" he says with more than one emotion crossing his usually stoned face
"Did you ever for once think if I ever found out about the bet how it would make me feel in any way shape, or form?Thats what I though you didn't think you just went a long with the stupid fucking bet!" I yelled not being able to keep my emotions in for another moment
"You two broke me! Do you not understand that I fell for the two of you! Not just one but the two of you! Now I feel........I feel like a fucking fool to actually think I loved you both!" I scream at them
"Carla you don't mean that,you still love us right?" Now it was Alexander who spoke up this time
"That is a good question,Do I still love you still? I don't know a part of me does and a part of me wants to kills the both of you for toying with me like that......I just don't know what to do"
What can I can do? I'm at a loss right now...... At this moment in my life right now I could really use a friend or somebody.
"You know through life I've learned that not everyone is who they say they are and now I know you two are just liked everyone that has walked in and out of my life, your like my dad who walked out and then all of a sudden he wants to come back and pretend like nothing ever happened.Your like my mom and my sister because you toyed with my emotions and not thinking about how much damage it would cause me or how I would feel in the end.You two are are like every boyfriend who used me for their own benefit and just left me high and dry in the end"
At the end of my speech I felt better about what I had said.
"Carla the bet wasn't suppose to turn out this away and we still don't know how Michelle found out, when we made the bet she wasn't even around she was out of the country with her father and mother" Michael says
"It doesn't matter how she found out! What matters is you both used me for your own benefits and neither one of you had the nerve to tell me! Oh what real men you two are" I say back with irritation in my voice
"Look Carla I know your mad,but you need to watch the tone of your voice were still older than you" Michael says
"Ohh you wanna cookie,your older than me by a fucking year,who the hell cares"
"That's enough Carla we said we were sorry you don't have to be a rude bitch about it" whoa Alexander has grown some balls
"Awe look at Mr. Big man growing some balls awe how cute" I coo at him
"Now Carla that is enough,apologize to him NOW!"
"And who are you?" I say back with a even snappier time than before
"Carla your skating on thin ice" Michael now says
"I'm so scared,what are you gonna do?Give me a spanking?,I'm so scared,please daddy don't spank me I'll be a good little girl,I promise"
Wow! Who knew I had this in me!
"Carla I am warning you and this is the last time so shut up"
"You know, I was going to be quiet but you called me a ride bitch and now your telling me to shut up,not very nice Alexander"
This is so entertaining seeing them both so worked up and angry.
"Carla!Shut up your being very rude and ungrateful"
"Oh so now you know what is like to feel like your not being tested with respect or being treated fair,doesn't feel so good huh?"
Looks like I got my point across very well might I add.
Maybe sometimes instead of just giving my patients advice I should start taking my own and standing up to people including by bitch of a mother and sister.
"What are you so mad?We said we were sorry about it!What more do you want from us!" Michael screamed at me
He actually he screamed at me! He screamed at me for not reason.......Huh.
"Oh so now you two wanna be mad after everything you did,lying to,braking my heart into pieces,and making a bet about and not telling me that you mad one"
Neither one of them had the right to be mad about anything,fucking crybabies.
"It was a stupid fucking bet if we could go back in time and take it back don't you think we would?" Alexander asked me this time
"No I don't,all you two care about is money,your grew up in a very well off family me on the other I didn't and I had to work just to make it.But you two got everything handed to you on a sliver plater.I don't know if I can continue this 'Relationship' because why would I be committed to someone when the whole time all they have been doing is lying straight to my face.I don't want a relationship like that I want someone who wouldn't dare lie no matter how hard the truth is.I want someone who doesn't just see me as a giver or provider but someone who sees me as a loving,kind and forgiving, person,that's the type of relationship I want" I say to them
"We can give you that Carla just give us another chance and we'll prove to you that we've changed please just more chance"
God! I could never say no to Alex's puppy dog face,it killed every time he would make.
"Let's say I do give you another chance,what's to say you won't do anything else to hurt me every again,you've did it once you can do it again and again until you get sick and tired of playing with my emotions" I look them dead in the eye so they can know the pain that I'm going through
"Nobody is perfect so we can't just say 'Oh we won't mess up or We would never hurt you' everyone including people in relationships make mistakes ours was just a stupid,dumb one, but the thing is we still love you unconditionally so don't think for one minute we don't, just because of what we did" Alex said
"I-i don't know what to say" I'm speechless
"Don't say anything well give you some more time to think and we'll come back over tomorrow,just please take time to think this whole relationship over,because we really do love you and we don't want to lose you at any cost"
And with that they walk out of my apartment and to theirs.Now I really don't know what to leave,with their whole speech and everything I feel totally lost and I feel myself breaking all over again.
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Chasing After Her
FantasyMy life has never been easy to say the least, I've had my troubles and storms all around, never being able to keep my feet on the ground and having my happy ending, but now that two men I haven't seen in forever come crashing back into my life, will...
