"Love's my religion, but he was my faith,Something so sacred, so hard to replace,Fallin' for him was like fallin' from grace
All wrapped in one, he was so many sins,Would have done anything, everything for him
And if you ask me, I would do it again,No need to imagine 'cause I know it's true,They say All good boys go to heaven
But bad boys bring Heaven to you,It's automatic, it's just what they do,They say All good boys go to heaven,But bad boys bring Heaven to you"
Heaven-Julia Michales
Carla's pov
"Say that again" that was the only words that had came out of Alex's mouth.......but I couldn't say what I had just said moments ago......maybe because if I said it it again then I would know that everything that happened actually did happen and that were doing things with each other that I had dreamed of them doing to me.....well hell they did do some of those things to me.
"Carla what do you mean you heard noise?" Is Alex really dumb or is he in shock? I think both
"I just told you two everything,I don't want to repeat" I told him with a hint of anger lacing my voice
"So you fucking left because of that! Are you are kidding me you left because you heard some weird noises coming from our room? What if I told you that we were fucking each other and that we were at it all night and just waiting on you to join?"Michael all but scream at me
Yep! That's where I exit.... Standing up I head upstairs to find my stiff but before I could even make it out of the kitchen I am hauled onto a lap.Great just great there goes my escape.Laying my head down onto the counter I think about how much I want this day to be over already.
"Carla don't shut down on us now" Alex says while pulling my head up so that he can look fully into my eyes
But how can I not shut down on them when Michael just basically confessed to me that him and his brother were doing things with each other?And where does that leave me?
"How can I not.....know that you two are what in a relationship?And I mean before I kind of thought that something weird was going on but now to actually hear the truth it just makes everything so complicated" god why me?
"How is this complicated?You have two men who are deeply in love with you and yet you don't want to take a chance with us?" Wow Michael such a low blow
"That's not what I mean and you know it I.......I just I don't know what to think you two already have each other so what do you want with me,that's all I want know?" Did they not know what predicament I was in?
"Carla what the hell are you talking about?theres nothing to discuss.You are ours just as much as we are yours,so why are you trying to shut us out already?" Are they kidding me right now?
How can they not see the problem?Am I the only sane person right now? How can they want me if they have each other?How can they not see?
"Neither one of you understand!You two are already with each other....how can I even think about coming in between that....what you two already have!" I basically scream at trying to get my point across
"You can't possibly just say something like this to me and except me to fall at my knees and say ok let's do this.Have have either of the two of you thought about how this would affect and our friendship or what if this " So called relationship" didn't work out then what?
Looking at them I see my words had hit them hard and now I feel guilty.Me and my big mouth.
"When didn't think about everything....we just want you and that might have hindered every other thing we though about.Carla you have to believe us that we want you not just for your body but also because you have a amazing fuck that ,you have an out of this world amazing personality and there are so many things that we love about you like when you smile,a small dimple on your left cheek appears or when your thinking about something really hard your eyebrow fur together and you bite your lip and that's only the small things we notice
And yeah this relationship might be unconventional but don't think for one second that it won't work out....me and Alex love each other and we love you just as much and our friendship can still remain because in every strong relationship you partner is always your best friend no matter and even our relationship that won't change so it's your choice yes or no?It all up to you"
What? I don't even know what to say after that,now my head is definitely spinning.
"So if I say,yes what would happen?" I asked intrigued
"If you say ,yes will love you unconditionally even though we already do and we would spoil you and take every single bad thing that you family has ever say about you and replace them with positive words and reassuring you everyday how beautiful and hot and unbelievably sexy you are" damn I am definitely wet after hearing that last part
Looks like I've already made my decision.
"Yes" I breathe out
They both looked stunned for a moment before devilish smirks starts appearing on their faces.
"Good,because we are going to do anything to make sure that you said yes"
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Chasing After Her
FantasiaMy life has never been easy to say the least, I've had my troubles and storms all around, never being able to keep my feet on the ground and having my happy ending, but now that two men I haven't seen in forever come crashing back into my life, will...
