Cindercella 》Jack Johnson

Chapter Thirty-Six

"So how was your day?"

I couldn't look him in the eyes. If he knew what I just did a few hours ago, his arm wouldn't be swung over my shoulder, the wouldn't be holding my bag with his other arm, he wouldn't be goving me unexpected little kisses here and there.

He wouldn't be my Jack anymore.

After the kiss with Aiden, which didn't last pretty long, I told him to back off since he got what he wanted. He happily agreed, and I've been wanting to die ever since. I did Jack so wrong, and I feel extremely guilty.

"Okay." I mumbled, looking at the ground, finding the concrete below us extremely interesting.

Suddenly I was stopped. Firm hands found their way on my shoulders, and I was quickly turned to face Jack. I remained staring at his shoes until a finger lay under my chin, gently lifting my head, and finding galaxy-filled green eyes bore into mine.

"Hey, what's wrong?" He asked, leaning his forehead against mine. A sudden wave of guilt filled throughout me.

More like a tsunami of guilt.

I quickly pulled back, continuing quickly down the street. I could sense the disappointment from Jack, as he followed me down the sidewalk.

We walked in silence for a while, before finally Jack spoke up. "Graduation's coming soon. Do you know what you wanna do?"

"I don't know," I kept my head low, "I guess I want do have a job where I go to different places."

"Define different places."

"Like going to different houses each day or something. I feel like being in the same place for the rest of your life is boring. If I find an interesting job, I guess I'll take classes for it."

"Hmmm." Was all he said, before we continued walking in silence.

What have I done?

This chapter kinda sucked, but I started and finished a three week project which is due tomorrow so heyy.