Hey That's My Kid ( Sequel To Music In The Hopeless)

Chapter 15- Since the Beginning

Brelynn's POV

Since I told Ricky about, what happened with Spike. He hasn't want to talk or even be in the same room as me. It's hard, knowing that he can't except that I had a rough time after I had Skyler. With the drugs and that everyone has helped. But the one person who should truly except me, just can't. The first couple of days is understandable but two almost three weeks and still upset, is a little ridiculous. 

"Brelynn are you okay?" Balz asked, sitting next to me on the couch and wrapped an arm around me. I leaned into him and sighed. 

"Honestly I don't even know." I said and I looked at him, he nodded. 

"Personally I think that Ricky is being over dramatic about the situation." Balz said, looking out the window. Ricky and Skyler were playing in the field, right outside the bus. 

"I know. I mean I know it's a lot to take in. But it's not like I didn't want Skyler. Like him. Yes I understand I wasn't the best mother for the first 1 and a half years of her life. But I cleaned up my act and got better." I said looking at Balz and he nodded. 

"Yeah, I don't know what's up with him." Balz said and Chris walked in. He took one look at me and then froze. I glanced at Balz and he shrugged. 

"What's up?" I asked, looking back at Chris and he shrugged, nervously. 

"Nothing, I just um. Gotta to go. Later." Chris stuttered and ran off the bus. 

"I also have no idea what that's about." Balz said and I nodded, I sighed. 

"So, when do you guys go on tonight?" I asked, looking at him and he made his thinking face, which made me laugh. 

"Uh. 9." He said, I nodded then stood up and stretched my arms up. 

"I'm gonna go play with Skyler, come with me?" I asked, looking at him and he nodded. I stuck one pink toe out the door and almost froze. I ran back into the back of the bus. "After I put on clothes." I said. I put on black Skinny jeans and a Batman sweater, along with my fuzzy slippers. I tied my hair up in a messy bun, then Balz and I walked outside. 

"Mommy! Me and daddy have been playing, catch." Skyler said, running over to me and I smiled, picking her up. 

"Sounds like fun baby cakes." I said and she nodded. 

"It was, then Uncle Kwissy came and was a feak." She said, crossing her arms and I chuckled, putting her back down on the ground. She zoomed off and I looked up. Ricky and Chris were having a conversation, with their backs turned to me. I looked at Balz and he shrugged. 

"They are acting weird." Balz said and I nodded, he walked over to them. I ran over to Skyler who was watching some birds and I picked her up, spinning her around. 

"Mommy put me down this instant!" She screamed and I chuckled. 

"No, kitty." I said and she started to laugh. I put her down and we laid down on the grass, looking up at the cloudy sky. 

"Look that one looks like a WWE belt." She said, pointing and I chuckled with a nodded. 

"Sure. Sky look that one looks like a Dragon. See his tail and then his mouth." I said, pointing and she giggled. 

"Yes mommy I see it." She said and I smiled, then someone rested their hand on my thigh. I looked up only to see Balz and I sighed. 

"I thought you were trying to kill me!" I said and he chuckled. 

"Oh, I just might." He said, his chuckle turned into a nervous laugh and I sat up. 

"Balz what is-" I started but then was quickly interrupted. 

"Balz, come here." Ricky called and motioned for him to go over to them. He looked at me and then went back over to them. Balz started talking to them, then Ricky came over. He offered his hand to help me up and I took it. "Hey, can you take Skyler back in the bus?" He asked and I nodded. 

"Yeah, why?" I said, pulling my sweater down and then crossing my arms. 

"Can you not question it, just do it?" He snapped and I looked at him, with a raised eyebrow. "Brelynn look i'm sorry. Okay?" He asked, I turned around and picked Skyler up off the grown. 

"Actually, I think i'm going to take Skyler out. Be back later." I said, walking towards the bus and Ricky grabbed my arm. 

"Brelynn. Look i'm sorry okay?" He asked, but he still had anger in his eyes and I jolted from his grip. Then walked back onto the bus, grabbing my purse and throwing my phone in it. 

"Mommy, whewe we going?" Skyler asked, as we walked out and I pulled my sunglasses on. 

"How about we get some food?" I asked and she nodded, with a smile. "Good, what do you want?" I asked. 

-LATER ON-

Skyler and I walked back onto the bus, after a long fun day. No one was on the bus from what I could tell and Skyler jumped on the couch. 

"What shall we do know?" I asked, looking at her and sat next to her. She shrugged and I put my sunglasses into my purse, throwing it next to me. 

"Hewe i'll put it away." Skyler said, going and getting my purse, walking into the back. I heard the door open and then Skyler's high pitched scream flooded the room. I jumped up and bolted into the room. My heart shattered. Ricky holding up the blankets, over himself and another girl. 

"I can explain!" Ricky said, like a dear in the headlights and I felt tears streaming down my face, I covered Skyler's eyes. 

"No, I don't think you can. Come on Sky." I said, picked her up and running out of the bus. I ran out and then bumped into someone.

"Brelynn what's wrong?" The person asked and I looked up. It was Chris, Balz and Vinny. 

"I just need a second." I said, handing Skyler to Balz and running to a further away. I stopped after I was closer to the venue and I could hear the music. I threw up, everything from today and yesterday. I felt sick, I glanced back. Chris was gone and Vinny was playing with Skyler. Balz was running over to me. 

"You found out?" He asked and I looked at him. I whipped my mouth. 

"This happened a while ago?" I asked and Balz looked inside. 

"He was inside, with her?" Balz asked and I nodded. "Just now?" He asked and I nodded. 

"How many times?" I asked, Balz covered his mouth to hide the shock and I hit him. "How many time?" I asked again and still no response. I stood up, looking him in the eyes and shaking his shoulders. "How many god damn times?" I yelled. 

"On and off since the beginning!" Balz shouted.