Being bullied isnt bad enough you have to throw love in too

Chapter 34

Louis POV

I slowly walk over to the tree and sit down on a tree root. I stop and think about what's happened since Alex came in my life.

I thought about the pain I had when I saw her and Niall together. I thought about the relief I felt when Alex dumped Niall. I thought about the happiness I felt when it looked liked I had a chance with her. I thought about every moment I shared with her. I thought long and hard that I could have saved her, if I wasn't such a coward I could've saved her, but I ran like a frightened school boy.

I wipe the tears that escaped my eyes as I thought about Alex. She didn't deserve to die, by any means but she did. I can't help but think I have to make it up to her some how.

I find a sharp rock and I walk back to the tree. I slowly start to carve words into the trunk of the tree. Here's what I wrote:

A few days ago the most important person in my life died. She got shot and died in the hospital. I loved her and I'll never be able to tell her. Her name was Alex and she was my everything. I didn't know her long but it felt like I knew her all my life. If I would've tried harder I could've saved her. I'll never be able to forgive myself but I hope she forgives when I join her in heaven.

I then take the skipping rope and tie one end to the tree before positioning the other around my neck.

This is it. I thought to myself. I'll be able to join Alex once more.

I tie the other end around my neck just high enough so I'm dangling from the ground. I can feel myself start to woozy and black spots appear in my line of vision.

"Goodbye." I whisper before everything goes black.

Harry's POV

Right now I'm sitting at Liam's house, just us two. We're sitting in silence before Liam speaks up.

"Have you heard from Louis?" I shake my head. "Have you?" He shakes his head and I start to get worried.

I know Louis really liked Alex so I hope he didn't do anything to rash. He fell hard for Alex and I don't want him to do something that he'll regret.

"We should go look for him." Liam says and I nod my head. "Call me if you find him." I say before walking down the street scanning my surroundings for him.

Liam's POV

As I walk down the street I can't help but wonder what Louis doing at this very moment. Alex's passing hurt all of us but it affected him the most. He and deep feelings for her, that was obvious. But what he's planning on doing now is unpredictable.

I stumble across a park and decide I might as well look around and see if Louis is there. It's a long shot but might as well confirm if he's not here then wonder if he could've been there.

I walk along the park calling Louis name but its dead silent. I see something up ahead near a tree and I run over to see what it is. I almost faint when I see what it is.

Louis, our Louis is hanging motionless from a tree a thin stream of blood trickling down his neck where the skin teared. I collapse on the ground in tears. I pull out my phone and call Harry. I don't tel, him Louis dead I just tell him to come to the park. He questions me on why I'm crying, I just tell him there tears if joy.

I look up again and notice something carved onto the tree. I read the message carved into the tree and I burst into tears again.

Oh Louis, why didn't you come to us? We could have helped you.

Harry's POV

I face over to the park Liam says he's found Louis at, overjoyed that Liam found him. I see Liam over by a tree and I race to meet him.

I take one look at the tree and my world comes crashing down. Louis suspended by a skipping rope off the ground, dead. Tears well up in my eyes and I start to cry.

Why Louis? Why?

I look at Liam who's bawling his eyes out. He points to the tree and I see a message carved I to it. I read it and I feel my heart shatter.

Louis loved Alex so much he took his own life to be with her forever.

I slowly start to sob harder, collapsing next Liam in a heap. "What are we suppose to do Liam?" I croak, sobbing.

"I don't know." Liam responds in almost a whisper.

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