Bullied By Dan Howell

Part 10

*Monday at school*

I walked into the school gates, my eyes puffy and my nose was red. I visited Marcus everyday. I walked over to Alison. "Emma I'm so sorry!" she said hugging me. "It's not your fault" I said sniffling. "Is there anything I can do to help you out?" she offered. "Not really" I said slightly smiling. Then Phil walked over. "Hey Em" he said pulling me into a hug. "Hey Phil" I said hugging him back. Then the bell rang and we had to go to class. Ugh.

Locker Break 1: I walked to my locker as quickly as possible to avoid Dan or Caspar. I opened my locker and got my maths book.

Maths: I walked into class and took my seat. Dan and Caspar were already there. Great. I looked down at my bracelet 'I love you. Stay strong. For me' I smiled, but the bracelet reminded me of Marcus. Marcus, and my promise. Ignore Dan. Ignore Dan. I thought over and over. "Hey Em. I heard your little boyfriend is dead" Dan said. That made me furious. "Dan shut the hell up. He's not dead for your information. I hope you know, you're a horrible person and you'll get nowhere in life" I shot back. "Damn someones feisty" Caspar laughed. "Shut up dumbass" I said getting more annoyed. "Wow you are feisty. That's not a good way to deal with death" Dan smirked. "He's not dead Howell" I scoffed. "She's in denial" he loudly whispered to Caspar. "You think you're so funny. Well newsflash you're not. You're just an idiot" I said crossing my arms. "Damn my feelings" he said sarcastically. I rolled my eyes and looked down. I texted Marcus. I knew he wouldn't answer but I wanted to.

To Marcus <3: "Hey baby, please wake up. I miss you so much"

I needed him to wake up. Dan kept saying he was dead over, and over. Well let's just say I had enough and punched him in the face. He didn't say anything after that. For the rest of that class I just kept my head down ignoring everyone. We had a few minutes left and I listened to music. The first song came on it was 'Boulevard of Broken Dreams' by Green Day. I softly hummed the words.

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me. My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating. Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me. 'Til then I walk alone.

That was my favorite song for many reasons. Marcus sang it all the time, and it explained me. Then the bell rang and we were going to lockers.

Locker Break 2: I walked out of the class room and went to my locker. Just my luck, it was jammed. I had to get it to unlock somehow. Everyone else was in class. I eventually got it open and got my History book. I was picked up by strong arms. My mouth was covered. I couldn't scream. I tried kicking whoever had me, that didn't work. It was Dan. He slammed my back against the wall. He still had a hand over my mouth. My phone smashed in my back pocket. That's 2 this year. My feet were off the ground he had me pinned against the wall, and I can't do anything about it. I just relaxed my body for a few seconds. "You think you can punch me and get away with it?" Dan smirked. I glared at him. "You're so lucky we're at school. You can't even imagine what would happen if we weren't here" he said making a tighter grip on my wrists. The scars were still visible I hope he didn't notice. "Nice scars there" he said looking at me. Now he knew. He uncovered my mouth. I tried screaming but my throat was sore and I could barely talk. I couldn't fight anymore. I just relaxed my body and waited for whatever was coming my way. He didn't do anything. We just made eye contact. I was so confused. "Go ahead" I whispered. "You can't see why I'm doing this do you?" he said. "What?" I sighed. "Emma, Caspar is trying to kill me. Since the first day, I had to do all that because if I didn't I would die" he said. "Yeah right" I said. Adrenaline went all throughout my body. I kicked him and managed to get out of hiss grip. "Great, you're strong-ish now" Dan said clenching his arm where I kicked him. "Yep" I said picking up my books and running to class. As I was running I bumped into Mr.Deyes. "Oh hi" I said blushing. That was awkward. "Hey" he said smiling. I didn't really know what to say. "I'll see you later" I said and continued my walk to class.

History: "Hi sorry I'm late. I had umm.. locker trouble" I said quietly. "Oh that's fine" Ms.Sugg said as I took my seat. "What the hell happened?" Phil asked. "Dan pinned me against a wall" I said situating everything. "Did he um you know" he asked. "No he didn't kiss me" I reassured him. "Okay good. Did you fight back?" he asked. "Eventually" I sighed. He nodded and we listened to the lesson. Then my phone buzzed in my pocket. It was Marcus' mum.

To Emma: "Hello love, Marcus is believed to wake up within the next 6 to 7 months"

To Mrs.Butler: "Hello Mrs.Butler, thank you for informing me. As long as he wakes up soon :)"

To Emma: "Yep, we're praying"

To Mrs.Butler: "I am too"

I sighed in relief. "Did he wake up?" Phil asked. "Not yet, but the doctors say he will hopefully wake up within the next 6 to 7 months" I replied. "That's good" Phil said cheerfully. I nodded. I was still really sad that he was asleep, but knowing that he'll wake up is amazing to know. The bell rang and I went to my locker. Dan was there. "Hey, love" he said as I walked over. "Don't call me that Daniel" I said opening my locker. He picked me up again. "Hi" I said sarcastically. "It's easier to talk to you right here. You're not as tiny" he jokes. I kicked him again and got loose. I got my science book and went to class.

Science: Just a normal science day. Dan being annoying, me having to kick him, going on my phone, etc.

TIME SKIP: END OF THE DAY LEAVING SCHOOL

I walked out of the gates and started my walk to the hospital. I kept thinking about Dan. Why the hell was he picking me up and not even doing anything? I had no clue. I shrugged and continued my walk. I finally came upon the hospital and I walked in. I walked to Marcus' room. No one was in there. I went over and sat in a chair next to hiss bed. "Hey baby, I love you so much. I hope that you can hear me. Maybe your spirit is outside of your body or something like in Supernatural. If you can hear me I just want you to know I miss you and I believe in you. You're strong, you can wake up. Dan was such an ass today. But I ignored him and stood up for myself like you told me to. I hate him. I just want you to know I love you so much and I miss your hugs, your voice, your eyes, your beautiful accent, your smile, I miss everything. I know you can wake up I believe in you" I told him hoping he could hear me. I missed him so much.