Bullied By Dan Howell

Part 28

TRIGGER WARNING!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!

*Flashback Chapter* Thanks for the suggestion: @pengirwin :3 Also thanks for suggesting some other stuff to @abbyyypo

I looked up and saw Dylan, best friend look at me like I was nothing. "You deserve to die" he said then punched me in the face and walked away. I was so confused, I never did anything to him.I sat in the washroom with my face in my hands all throughout lunch. "Emma?" my friend Phil called from outside the washroom. "Yeah" I sniffled. "You're 12 years old you need to be at lunch, you need food"  he said. "Apparently I don't deserve to live, so I just want to stay here" I choked through tears. "Screw it I'm coming in" he said and came in and sat next to me. "I love you Phil" I said as he pulled me close to him. "I love you to Em. Who said you deserve to die? Was it Dylan? I'm sorry love but he's spread rumors that you slept with Liam" he said. "What did I do to him? And I'm 12 the only person I've slept with that I'm not related to is you and we weren't even dating" I asked. " I don't know love" he said stroking my hair. "I hate him" I said while tears ran down my cheeks and onto my jumper. He noticed my backpack sitting next to me. "Can I go through your backpack?" he asked. I nodded even though I know he'd be upset that I have a blade. "You still cut?" he asked. "Never quit.." I admitted quietly. "Please don't cut. You're wrists are for bracelets, not cuts"  he cooed. "Thanks Philly" I said. Then he took my hand and walked me to class.

I was ten minutes late and everyone scoffed and stared at me as I took my seat. Even my teacher seemed to believe it because Dylan was the number one student in my year, he got all great marks and never got below an 80 on an exam. He was the perfect student even though he is 13 and in my year. Liam came up to me after class. He's always had a crush on me and Dylan knew that. "So; you said that we slept together? People have been coming up to me all day asking me about that. Yeah I like you but we're 11 and 12" he scoffed and walked away before I could explain anything. I called Phil from the washrooms. "Phil, I'm sick of this. Can I go home" I whispered. "Yes. I'm not going to stop you, and I'm coming with you meet me at my locker" whispered back. "Okay" I said and hing up. I steadied myself and walked to Phil's locker, as soon as I was about to get in his corridor Dylan and Percy were standing there. "Percy.." I said with confusion in my voice. "Shut  up slut" he growled. "Wha-" I started. I was cut off by him coming up to me and pushing me to the ground. As I attempted to get up Dylan stomped my chest back down. "Phil" I choked, it felt as if blood was gathered in my throat.

"Get the hell away from her!" Phil commanded as he ran up to me. He never swore so everyone knew he was pissed. Dylan and Percy kicked me one last time and walked away. "Are you okay?!" Phil asked holding my head up. "Not..Really" I said out of breath. When I fell the air got knocked out of me. "Let's go to my house" he said picking me up and helping me walk out the back doors. We ran through the doors but walked the rest of the way to Phil's house. I basically lived there anyway. I called his family my family. His family was so supportive and caring unlike mine. We finally arrived at his house about 20 minutes later. His mum worked from home so she knew we left school. "Mum we're home" Phil called. "Why are you home so early loves?" she asked. I looked at Phil. He gave me a look that basically asked if he could tell her, I nodded. I kept my head down to avoid her seeing my bruised face. "These two guys at our school beat up Emma. They started a rumor about her that she slept with a guy in our year. Everyone has been calling her a slut.." Phil said, his mum didn't care if he swore if he was quoting someone. "I'm so sorry love" she said holding her arms out for an embrace. I limped into her hug. I considered her my actual mum since I basically lived with her and Phil.

When she let go Phil and I walked up to his room which we share when I'm there. I sat on his bed and laid my head against the wall. "I hate them" I sighed. "Me too. If he doe-" he started but was interrupted by my phone buzzing like crazy in my back pocket.  I was confused until I looked at the name.

Dylan: 1 Attachment: Video

Dylan: You're such a slut. You deserve to die. Just go cut yourself so deep that not even doctors can save you. Just go drink bleach, you deserve it. You're just a waist of space, air, and matter. Just go die bitch.

I bit my lip as I read the text. Don't cry. I kept telling myself over and over in my mind. I clicked play on the video.

*Laughing* "What a fat, ugly, worthless bitch that deserves to die" Dylan's girlfriend Ava laughed. "I know right" Percy laughed. "Ava, I'm recording. Have anything to say to Emma?" Dylan asked. "Of course I do! Emma, you're a little bitch and you just need to jump off of a bridge or something. Oh and I broke into your locker. Nice blades" she said then flipped the camera off and walked away, flipping her long blonde hair behind her. "Percy?" Dylan asked. "Yep. Simply, why don't you just go cry to Liam then cut. That's probably all you do anyway" he laughed. "Emma, don't even think for two seconds that anyone loves you. You're fat, really ugly, stupid, worthless, and whore. I also went through your diary  you have in your locker. Get used to writing because you don't deserve to talk or even live. And you wonder why no one loves you, including your parents. I don't blame them" he said and ended the video.

"Em, don't believe them. Look at you you're perfect" he cooed while pulling me into a hug. I couldn't hold it in anymore. "Let's go back" I said through tears. "Back to school?" he asked confusion in his voice. "Yeah. I want them to know that they are bi-" I started but kept myself from swearing. "Are you sure?" he asked. "I can't be worse so let's a go" I said in my Mario voice. He slightly laughed but we walked back to school. I got there and Dylan, Percy, and Ava were standing there. "Oh look it's Emma" Percy said in disgust. "Oh look there's a straight F student that's far from straight. You may straighten your hair but you can't straighten your sexuality" I snapped. Even though I loved gay people I thought I'd bring up that Percy was probably gay. "Shut up" he snarled. "Make me" I glared back. "Oh I will" he said getting up and walking toward me. I punched him in the throat and took a few steps back. He clenched his throat. "That's what I thought"  I mumbled. "Aw and look there's Dylan, the boy that slept with a blanket that had teddies on it until he was 11"  I said with a grin. His face went red. "Oh and now we have Ava, the girl that's dated, let's see, eight boys in the last 3 months" I said. "Shu-" she started but I cut her off. "Yeah, yeah shut up. Make me. Then I punch you in the throat and everyone's happy."  She glared at me. "Rude" I said pretending to be surprised, I put a hand on my chest in fake shock.

I turned around to leave but Dylan grabbed my hair and pulled me back. I yelped in pain. I noticed Phil was trying to fight off Percy. "Phil!" I shouted. Percy was holding Phil back so he couldn't help me. Dylan pinned me down on the hard ground. "You deserve what's coming your way" he spat. I clenched my teeth and tried to knee him, that made things worse. He stomped my knee down. I cried out in pain. He grabbed a pair of scissors while his leg from his knee down pressed on my stomach. He took my hair in his hands and cut it to my shoulders, he knew my hair was the only thing I liked about myself. He then lifted my shirt and jabbed the scissors into my stomach and sides three times. Each time I yelped louder. School was already out so it was only us on campus. He leaned forward and got a knife. He cut my shoulder. "Dylan!" Phil yelled anger in his voice. I felt the blood trickle down my shirt. I looked down at my stomach and saw red blood all over my stomach and legs. Dylan kicked my side once more and they all ran for the forest. I just laid my head on a rock and didn't move. Phil was completely fine, which I was thankful for.

"Emma, come on you can do this. I love you" he said as tears rolled down his cheeks. I coughed and the taste of iron filled my mouth I sat up and got all the blood out of my mouth. He leaned down and kissed me. I kissed him back. "Phil" I said as he helped me up. He nodded. "Thank you" I warmly said.

(A/n: Sad I know I know. I warned you. Next chapter will also be a flashback chapter. I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Love you guys)

-L