Yn is a recent college grad who decided to become a flight attendant in between school and her career. With her busy schedule , she decides that it would be better to be single than have to deal with the drama of a long distance relationship. That i...
Everyday I missed him more and more. It's as if he just died yesterday and Grayson reminds me of him every time I look at him. His dad's eyes, smile, and nose. His 4th birthday party was coming to an end and his father was not here to see it.
Tucker: "I seen you slip out. He would be proud at how you're doing with Grayson." He came over and wrapped his arms around me and I couldn't hold it in anymore. My cries were muffled by his chest and I could feel his body starting to shake. Kyle excused himself as we stood there hugging.
Yn: "It's not fair! It's not fair! Why," I cried out finally.
Tucker: "I know. If the guy wasn't behind bars, I would kill him myself. Every time I see Gray, it's like having Alex right here with us. Six months ago, he was smiling and laughing with us and now he's doing the same but in Heaven. He's looking down on you two, okay? I know it's going to take some time but we're all here. You know I'll always be here for my sister and nephew the same way you were there for me and Lay."
Yn: "Damn Tuck. He was too good of a man. I'm sorry I'm crying on a day we all are suppose to be enjoying and I know you're hurting just as bad yet you're here comforting me."
Tucker: "Of course I'm hurting too but I'll deal with it. I lost my little brother, you lost your soulmate and child's father. We will all get through this, I promise you."
Yn: "Thank you big head," I kissed his cheek as we hugged again.
We walked back into the pool area as the kids were running around, hyped off of sugar. When Alex passed, we decided to do the kiddy waterpark in honor of him. We took out the indoor pool just for this. I remember when he first brought that idea up to Grayson and I and Gray would not let it go. It came out great and I was glad they were able to do it by the time our son's birthday party arrived.
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My mom came up to me as I walked over to the table to sit.
Mrs. Blake: "How are you," she said sitting next to me.
Yn: "Trying to stay strong for Gray."
Mrs. Blake: "He's a spitting image of his dad. Alex lives through him."
Yn: "I know. My baby boy has to grow up without a father."
Mrs. Blake: "Yes but he has you, Tucker, me and the Yungs. The men are there for him as father figures and even Kyle, Troy and the rest of the guys will help. He'll be okay baby."
Yn: "It's hard mommy," I said, playing with my wedding ring.
Mrs. Blake: "I know," she wrapped her arms around me. "Grayson has something to show you. Let me go find him." She walked off as I sat there watching the kids. She came back after rounding up the kids and the rest of the party guest. I was confused. Gray stood in the front with my mom as everyone else took a seat.
