Airbourne | A Diggy Simmons Story |

Chapter 91

Yn's POV

Laying here bawling my eyes out. Wondering how God could be so awful and do this to our family. How could he allow this to happen?

                               *Flashback*

Grayson: "Daddy," he shrieked as I continued to tickle him.

Alex: "Daddy's coming to the rescue!"

Alex came running into the room from the bathroom and started tickling me.

Yn: "Okay. I quit! I'm sorry," I shrieked as they both continued to tickle me.

Grayson: "Okay daddy. We can stop."

They stopped and I laid back in the bed trying to catch my breath.

Yn: "You guys are jerks."

Grayson: "You started it," he said as he sat on my stomach.

Alex: "Oh no Gray, don't do that," he picked Grayson up and sat him on the bed.

Grayson: "Why not?"

Alex: "You can hurt mommy like that."

Yn: "Yeah. I need to talk to you about that. Grayson, can you give mommy and daddy a minute?"

He nodded his head and ran out of the room.

Alex: "What's up?"

Yn: "I took the test last night."

Alex: "And," he asked eagerly.

Yn: "And it says negative babe. I'm sorry."

Alex: "Maybe it's wrong."

Yn: "Maybe but I took two honey."

His face fell. I knew he really wanted a baby and I did too but we just weren't going to have one now.

Yn: "We can always keep trying though."

He chuckled and pulled me into him.

Yn: "Want to go out to dinner tonight?"

Alex: "Sure. Where?"

Yn: "I'm not sure. We'll figure it out though."

The rest of our afternoon was peaceful. Dinner with my boys were fun and we took Grayson to get ice cream before he was k.o. during the drive back home.

Alex: "Thank you," he said as he looked into the backseat.

Yn: "For what?"

Alex: "Blessing me with a child."

Yn: "And I wish I could bless you with tons more," I said as I grabbed his hand and kissed it.

Alex: "I love you."

Yn: "I love you more Bear."