Dearest, Heartbreaker.

||eleventh letter back||

Dearest,

Violet.

I can't stop

staring at you.

Since your last letter,

I just can't.

You're so beautiful.

I don't know

how I barely noticed.

I must've been really

stupid or blind before.

And maybe you

might not believe this,

but goddamn do you

look like an angel.

I've tried to stop

myself from staring at you,

but I just simply can't.

You cached me staring though,

and we held eye contact,

but I had to break it

because I can't tell what

you're feeling

with those mesmerizing

brown eyes.

Even from afar

I got chills by just

looking at them.

You probably noticed

my stare though

because you nervously

fixed your bangs.

And I've been thinking

about that part

of my morning lately.

I'm not a morning person

but I bet I would be

if I got to wake up

next to you everyday.

I've also been

paying attention more.

To you.

And because you wrote

me a list with all the things

you hated about me,

I thought I would

return the favor,

with a little twist though.

-things I love about Violet.
A list by Ryder J.

-I love that sleepy face you have on, in the mornings.

-I love that you bring a different book everyday to school, even if you never finish reading them.

-I love that weird fluorescent nail polish that you wear almost everyday.

-I love when you wear that baggy black band t-shirt to school. (Even if I don't know what band it is.)

-I love that your white converse are so dirty that they're not even white anymore.

-I love your brown curly hair and the fact that you play with it when you're nervous.

-I love the way you hold your pencil, like it's bound to break at any moment.

-I love thinking about the fact that you write me letters.I just love thinking about that.

-I love the fact that you take the time to write to me, to spill your words and feelings onto white lined paper just for me. Even if they're not the words I really would like to read.

-I love how you bite your lip when you're paying attention in class.

-I love how you fiddle with your fingers whenever you get anxious.

-I love that weird/cute humming noise you make when you doodle in your notebook.

-I love the fact that you have a journal entitled "poems".

-I love the fact that you love me.

-I love that whenever I see you I hear "give me love" by Ed Sheeran in my head.

-I love how I just want to sing you that song and make you feel protected.

-I love your red oversized sweater.

-I love how delicate your fingers are.

-I love your long eyelashes and how they look like they're kissing your cheek every time you blink.

-I love how you look on the mornings.

-I love how you don't need make-up to look beautiful.

-I love how I'm falling for you.

-Ryder.

(P.S I would sing you songs until I run out of breath and even then I would still gasp for one more intake so I could tell you how infatuated with you I am.)