Dearest,
Ultraviolet.
You like my nickname?
I thought I should give you one
since the whole Horse Ryder thing.
And I've been thinking about a nickname,
and fuck was it haaaaaard!
but thankfully this one
just came to me last night
while I was thinking about you.
To answer your question...
Yes.
I am on the school's talent show.
Now, I know how stupid that sounds
and apparently I didn't know it
but the school's talent show is a "big deal".
I know this because
when I signed up
Mr. Whitman looked at
me seriously and said
"You better not fuck this up, kid."
Yeah I know what you're thinking....
That man's got a crush on me.
I am so irresistibly hot
that I also attract old ass men.
(Cue the girly hair flip.)
But seriously,
I am on the school's talent show.
And I know what you're thinking...
"Why, Ryder?"
Weeeell..
Honestly, the talent show
and everybody in it
could go fuck themselves
because I'm just doing this for you.
I normally don't sing in front of people,
just in my room to myself.
But I want to sing to you.
Jesus Christ, I want to sing to you.
Because Violet,
these past few days have
been one of the most
horrible days of my life.
I haven't a been able to sleep right,
eat food,
write anything,
exercise.
I was trying to ignore you
and I just couldn't.
I missed you.
I missed you so fucking bad.
And I couldn't forget you
no matter how hard I tried.
You're on my heart Violet,
and you've made your home
in there permanent.
I couldn't kick you out of there
no matter how bad I tried.
Please, come tomorrow
to the talent show to hear me sing.
Because I'm not singing for them
or the judges.
I'm singing for you.
-Ryder.
YOU ARE READING
Dearest, Heartbreaker.
Short StoryA collection of letters dedicated to you. The one and only, heartbreaker. In where a girl suffering from unrequited love writes her lover a series of letters expressing her feelings towards him. (Short story)