Dearest,
Violet.
I don't know what to say.
I've been waiting
for you to say that
since the first letter
that I got from you,
but now that you're
actually ready
I don't think I am.
Violet,
I'm not good for you.
I know I'm not.
You may like me right now
but what if once you
actually have a
conversation with me
I'm not good enough?
You have these expectations
and I don't think
I can hold up to them.
I just want you
to remember who I
was before these letters.
Remember that
very first letter
you got from me.
I was an ass.
I still am,
to a lot of people.
But, I don't want
to be like that to you.
What if that's
the person I am?
What if I can't be
good for you?
You deserve someone
who's good to you.
And I don't want
to hurt you.
Again.
What if once you
meet me I say
all the wrong things?
I just don't know,
you make nervous
and weak,
and you make me
feel out of control.
I've never felt
like this before
about someone.
Violet,
I think I might love you.
-Ryder.
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Dearest, Heartbreaker.
Short StoryA collection of letters dedicated to you. The one and only, heartbreaker. In where a girl suffering from unrequited love writes her lover a series of letters expressing her feelings towards him. (Short story)
