The feeling-A Jamie Dornan fanfic (UNDER EDITING) I cringe when I read it.

Chapter 16.

SATURDAY 27th MARCH

PENNYS POV

I walk up in Declans room and my head aches so much. SHIT.
What've I done, when Alex said keep your options open that's certainly what I did.

*FLASHBACK*

I arrive at Decans room and I know I should be going to bed but. He opens the door and I notice he's drank a little too much also.
We begin drinking some more and we end up talking and dancing with the music loud. One thing leads to another and we end up kissing.
Why would I do that?! My god, when feeling come back they hit you link a damn truck.

*CURRENT*

I roll over and grab my phone from the floor and notice a missed call of Jamie. I'll have to tell him, well done Penny.
I go and check my snap chat and I see that Declan has put multiple stories on with us both, kissing on the cheek okay. Fuck not more. What? Is he serious, how old are we?!
I sit up and wake him.

"Declan, you need to take your snapchat stories off! Are you stupid" I shout at him.

"Wow, calm down. What stories?"

"Fucking us."

"Fine, I will chill out" he snaps back, I can see the confusion on his face too.

I ignore him and jump out of bed and get my clothes on whilst he's on his phone.

"I need to go Declan, I'll see you later"

"Bye Pen" He replies as I exit.

I need to phone Jamie, he'll be up by now it's past 11.

JAMIES POV

Fuck, I really shouldn't have drank so much last night especially with this shoot today . Why did Pennys kiss bother me so much, I don't even know what happened properly.
Speak of the devil, she's calling. Fuck.

"Hi Jamie" she says with as much in enthusiasm as she can, I know she's ill.

"Hi"

"So, how was your night?" She asks innocently.

"Fine, very quiet actually until well I drank to much. You?" I say back.

"I need to tell you something... I" before i allow her to finish I finish her sentence for her.

"You and Declan kissed and god knows what ever else. Yes i know, everybody who follows the lad on social media knows" I say dryly, once again I'm left with a mix of emotions.

"What? How did you know and yeah it was a kiss nothing more."

"The prick put it on snap chat!!" I reply back nearly shouting. 

"Ermm.. how do you have him? I mean I thought you didn't know him. That's a bit unfair Jamie you have no idea. " She says.

"A friend. I showed him a picture of you he recognised you, anyway it's your choice not mine. First impressions last Penny, he hasn't really showed a mature side of him. "

"Ohh, I'm sorry. I was highly intoxicated and well yeah..."

"Hmm, I have to go I have a shoot"

"Bye Jamie" I put the phone down.

Now I've spoken to her I'm not really bothered and why should I be? I don't have the right, maybe I was a little harsh. I decide to text her.

To Penny

Sorry, maybe I was too dramatic, I just didn't expect it that's all. I think we should talk though. I'll call you later. Have a good day x

                                             -J

PENNYS POV

Shit, Jamie has texted.

I read his message and smile, he wasn't dramatic. I'd feel the same... I'll reply later I need to go for a run and clear my head.

I don't know what to do, maybe I'll go shopping whilst I can... I'm not sure if I'll have any time to do so after this.

I make my way towards the shops and I'm a lot happier than I was before. Although, I don't actually need to purchase anything as recently I've splurged but I've worked hard so I may as well treat myself! Yes you tell yourself that.

I walk into Armani and see the sunglasses that Jamie had mentioned he really wanted but couldn't find them, I will get them him and he can pay me back later...

I go into multiple shops and buy myself some clothes but I don't buy too much.. Apart from when arrived in front of Rue Cambon - The original Chanel store and I cracked and purchased some make up and bag which costs way too much money but in my head I can justify it. I'll admit I have a problem.

To Jamie

I got you a surprise!! I saw them in Armani, these are the ones aren't they?

*Inserts picture of the sunglasses*

                         -J x

I've decided I'll gift them to him as an early birthday present as he mentioned his birthday was in May...

He phones me instantly.

"Hi!" I say answering the phone.

"Hi, you found them?"

"Hahah yeah, are they the right ones?"

"Yeah babe, have you got them?"

"Yeah"

"Thank you so much, I can transfer you the money into your bank or give it you when you get back? I feel like a kid at Christmas hahaha!" He says practically shouting. I didn't realise he's be this happy, he should really shop more...

"Don't worry about it"

"Shut up obviously I'm paying for them" He says starting the sentence with amusement but then becoming a lot more serious. As if I've just insulted him.

"Call it an early birthday present!" I reply to him.

"No, you don't need to get me anything never mind them they are way too much. We'll sort it when your back don't worry."

"You wish. I've got to go I'm stood in the middle of Rue Cambon."

"Rue what???"

"Rue Cambon, the original chanel store. Well that's what the streets called but yeah"

"Of course it is"

"Bye Jamie..."

"Bye" I put the phone down as he replies. He seems to be so happy, better than this morning.

I turn to the woman serving me, she looks at me with a confused look.

"I just bought my ermm boyfriend ermm friend some sunglasses that he's wanted for so long" I say mentally kicking myself.

BOYFRIEND? WHAT!!

"Ahh, lovely... Like that is it?"

"Like what?" I say laughing at her response.

"I mean not sure what stage your at"

"Hmm, that exactly."

"You look really familiar, what do you do? Sorry for asking"

"I model a lot for Calvin Klien and Chanel actually" I say laughing at her question.

"Of course!! You modelled with Victoria Secret as well didn't you?"

"Yeah, I'm here with Chanel actually"

"What a coincidence! I hope you have a lovely day and I hope to see you again soon babe"

"Here, text me hun" I say handing her my card and I exit the store with my new favourite clothing piece. She was one of the loveliest people that I have every met.

I get a taxi back to the hotel and notice Jamie has texted me.

You really didn't have to pick those up, thank you x

                                                           -Jamie x