The feeling-A Jamie Dornan fanfic (UNDER EDITING) I cringe when I read it.

Chapter 36.

I need to speak to Jamie, this is so confusing.
I call Jamie twice and he doesn't answer. What the fuck. He's always up. Unless he's at the gym, I don't know if I can cope with being in press constantly. Especially when the film comes out, it'll just become worse.

Being a model does mean you're known but in the fashion industry only people into designer brands and fashion know who you are so you have the ability to go out and have a semi normal life.

I get a shower and wash my hair once I'm out I see a missed call from Jamie.
I call him back immediately.

"Hi sorry I was in the shower" I say giving him an explanation.

"Of course"

"So, I thought you wasn't out last night?"

"Well that was my intention"

"Well..." Is he being fucking serious, why isn't he telling me.

"I got asked to go out with a friend"

"Is that it? We're in the press about breaking up and your not even going in to detail about why you was out"
This is pathetic, I know he was out with a friend but the fact he's not telling me much is making me second guess that.

"I was sat at home when I got a message inviting me for dinner"
I cut him of.

"Yes I know don't play dumb with me"

"What do you want me to say, for fuck sake P you know I wouldn't do anything"

"I don't think that you did anything"

"So why are you questioning me"

"Far from that, I just wanted to understand why the press knew MY boyfriend was out and I didn't. Reading that makes me feel awful Jamie especially since I had no idea you were out"

"Ignore the press they twist things"

"Yes babe, I know. You're just not helping the situation." This is exasperating 

"Sorry"

"Bye Jamie"

I put the phone down, I'm so annoyed right now! He's been so pathetic about it all he could have just explained it. I know he's probably annoyed too but!! I spoke to him at ten and he wasn't out, so he said! So when was he out? After or before...

JAMIES POV

I shouldn't have acted like that on the phone,but what does she want me to do? It has annoyed me too... The press twist things and for the first time I'm happy, I don't want this to go down the drain.
I decide to phone my publicist and see what she can do about it. Although, she suggested just posting a picture of us both to declare that the relationship is still on and deny any allegations which I suppose I would have done anyway!

I need to text P, I hope she isn't in a mood with me!!

To Penny

I'm sorry babe, I saw it this morning too and it's just frustrating! I went out after I spoke to you for a drink with Carly. When are you coming over? I've missed you....
                           -Your J x

Hopefully she'll be happy with that.
I'll buy her some flowers as well!

She replies and I get nervous.

It's alright. Erm not yet I'm meeting Declan to go through proofs, unless you come.
-P X

Okay she's still pissed, if she didn't ask me too come I would presume she was trying to make jealous. Declan the bastard, those prints are way too up close. Seeing them together in their underwear fills me with an uncalled for sense of jealousy, which I think I have because it's him.
I'll go, I have nothing to do.

To Penny
I'll come if you want me too?
-j X

Yeah. I'd like that! :)
-Penny X

She replies and I'm happy again.

I get ready, I want to look reasonably nice.
I just put on some jeans and a jumper which look casual but put together.

Penny arrives.
"Come on I'm in a rush" Penny says phoning me from her car outside.

"Okay calm down" I grab my keys,wallet and phone and leave.

"Hi gorgeous" I say kissing her until my phone goes of.

"Hi Jamie"

"Hi, how are you?"

"I'm fine babe, but it's been way too long! I spoke to Jessica I've heard you've settled down"

"Yeah you could say that haha"

"I hope your okay, I just wanted to let you know I'm thinking of you and I hope Jacks okay!!"

"Thank you Chloe"

"Bye J"

"Bye"

I smile at Penny and apologise.

"Who was that?" She asks.

"Chloe, Jessica's friend. She's like family, I always looked up to her."

"Aw lovely" Penny says smiling.

"So where are we meeting Declan?"

"At a restaurant somewhere but It's not to far, here's the address"

"Ohh"
"The pictures are good too! You look amazing" I add.

"Thank you, I'm really happy with them! I can't wait for it to be done now"

"And if it goes well they want me to do some more" She adds.

"Perfect" I say grabbing her hand that's resting on her thigh.
I'm still jealous although millions of people will be seeing me soon...