Monday 29th March
I wake up to a text of Jamie we've spoken a lot but only texts so it could be anything really although he is up rather early as it's only 7:00am here..
My manager arrived yesterday! I was so relieved, I feel so unorganised without him here... I depend upon him a lot, god only knows how badly organised my diary would he without him.
Penny, I'm flying out to Paris! Where you staying? I have an audition x
- J
OH MY GOD, I begin to feel nauseous for no apparent reason. Understandably, I may be nervous but nauseous?
Declan's here though. It cannot be the same hotel, although I have missed Jamie.
To Jamie
WHAT? No way! The Four Seasons... When you here till?
- Penny x
He replies instantly.
I'm flying out today, I'm staying in The Grand hotel Du Palais or something... I'm only here till Thursday so a short trip but I'll have to try and see you!!
-Jamie x
That is literally 15minutes away, I have stayed there before on a previous trip. It's gorgeous and I know Jamie will like it.
To Jamie
As if!! That's literally 15 minutes away, we will definitely see each other. Missed you x
- Penny x
What Penny, did I actually just tell him I had missed him? Honestly. I really do feel like a teenager.
Then my phone goes of and suddenly I'm feeling a lot more content as I open it.
You too babe, see you in a few hours ;) x
-J x
My whole body relaxes and I begin to get butterflies in my stomach the same way I did when I first met him.
To Jamie
Safe flying x
-P x
I get ready and head down to meet my manager in the reception, I have a meeting first thing and then a meeting with Chanel to discuss the further plans. Most of the shooting is over, we covered a lot of it yesterday. Hopefully everything came out okay and I will only have tomorrow and a few hours of work to do on Wednesday if everything goes accordingly.
I'm really loving todays outfit, I have a beige dress on with grey knee high boots and a bag from zara.My fathers birthday party is on Saturday, it's going to be amazing. As it is his 50th birthday we decided to make sure everything was perfect. He has no idea though. He's not overly keen on having a party for himself if he knows about it however he'll love it once he's there.
JAMIES POV
I'm finally here thank the lord, the turbulence was pretty bad coming out here but those sort of things don't bother me. I better phone Penny, dear god we're acting like we're married.
"Hi!! Are you here?" She says with too much enthusiasm.
"Yeah, I've literally just landed. The weathers pretty nice, where you? I'm not working today, are you?"
"What time is it?"
"2:30"
"Hahah I know! I was thinking out loud and no I've just left a meeting now and then I have nothing to do"
"Fancy meeting for dinner then?"
"Course babe, I'm ready whenever" she answers and my smile expands.
"I'll get you from your hotel in an hour"
And then she ends the call and I'm instantly really happy, she's special.I arrive to my hotel and it's exactly how it looks on the picture, it's similar to others I've stayed at previously. I don't dwell on the interior though.
I unpack quickly and change from my flying clothes to my timberlands, a pair of jeans and a v neck with my leather jacket. It looks okay.
I set off to Pennys hotel in the Bentley that I have hired for my trip. Once I arrive I text her and she comes out immediately, I greet her at the door and she looks stunning.
"Hi babe" She says smiling from ear to ear.
"You look stunning! Come on" I reply and lead her to the car.
"I like your car" She says smirking.
"What?"
"Nothing" and she laughs, clearly sharing a private joke.
The resteraunt isn't too far, we get seated and she asks about my week and I ask her too. We catch up and I see her face drop as she looks at her phone.
"Whats up?"
"Ermm, nothing. Katie, my best friend, has had a rough time that's all" She says and puts her phone down.
"Jamie, where are we at?"
"As in the resteraunt?" I say oblivious to what she's saying.
"No, us"
"Honestly I don't know, here's my thoughts. I met a girl who I was attracted to, we went on a date or two and slept with each other once or twice. We continued seeing each other for a few weeks, I begin really liking her and then she goes to Paris and kisses a boy whom I am supposing you have dated before and I'm sat at home furious for no appart reason because we're not even technically officially dating. And well now I'm sat here" I say letting out a huge breath afterwards, she looks taken back by my words and how upfront I've just been. This really isn't me at all.
"Wooww, I'm exactly the same. I'm sorry about Declan. It's crazy how fast I've fell for you"
"So..."
"Come on Jamie I asked you the question" She replies.
"Well it's clear were dating. So, do you want to be my girlfriend?"
"What?"
"Penny, I feel like I'm in primary school. Help me out here"
PENNYS POV
Did I hear him correctly? Shit. I didn't expect that... This is was too fast. But I really like him.
No Penny this is just what lust is my subconscious snarls.
"Yeah" I say barely containing my smile and I see his whole body relax and he leans over and kisses me over he table.
"Fuck the dinner, come on"
And as if we are in sync we stand and hurry out of the resteraunt and into the car where we begin kissing passionately again, he deepens the kiss and I open my eyes and so does he. We both stare whilst breaking the kiss, his eyes full of want and need.We get in to my hotel room and he looks around and laughs.
"What?" I say curiously.
"Nothing, everything's just you" He says smirking.
I raise my eyebrows at him in confusion and he lunges forward and grabs me, throwing me on the bed.
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The feeling-A Jamie Dornan fanfic (UNDER EDITING) I cringe when I read it.
RomanceWhen model Penny runs into the Jamie Dornan how will she react? With a mix of emotions she needs to decide whether its lust or love... Will the pair be together even through the hurdles? This is my first fan fic and i'm slightly nervous!! Please lea...