The feeling-A Jamie Dornan fanfic (UNDER EDITING) I cringe when I read it.

Chapter 35.

I'm stood in a bar with Katie, I'm not gunna lie we both look lovely tonight. I have navy two piece skirt and lace up cropped top on. The skirt is high waisted so only a little stomach is showing but I think it's a classy look but also dressy. Katie has a pale pink bodycon on.

Two men approach us.

"Hi girls can we buy you a drink?"

"No I'm okay thank you" I reply politely.

"Are you sure?"
I just smile.

"Maybe I should give you my number and we can meet up" The more good looking one says to me. However, they're both extremely good looking but nothing compared to Jamie.

"I'm taken sorry boys" I say laughing.
The other man turns to Katie and she laughs and tells him she is too.

They both walk of with clearly embarrassed but trying to play it off. I take my phone out of my bag as two of our friends come in to meet us.

"Hi babe! I've not saw you for too long" Katie begins saying.
We all have one more drink and I remember that I meant to check my phone. I excuse myself and going to the bathroom and call Jamie as he's texted me.

"Are you home already? It's only 10" Jamie says immediately.

"No, no but we shouldn't have come so early I'm ready for bed" I say laughing.

"Oh, you're a lightweight"

"I've barely drunk, I don't want to but I'm having a lovely night"

"Good you deserve it" his voice soft and I'm so happy to hear him say that.

"What've you done tonight?"

"The football was on but other than that I just worked"

"Babe you work so much"

"I don't think you can say anything"

"The shoot photos came through with Declan,they're perfect"

"Really? That's amazing"

"Yeah, I'll forward you them"

"Okay"

"I'm going bye"

"Bye babe, don't have to much fun"
I put the phone down and mutter 'I love you' to myself as if Jamie was still listening.

I leave bathroom and the girls and I have the best time, we dance all night and talk about everything possible and it reminds me of how much love I have for them all.
Katie gets dropped of at hers and then I go to my house.
I have a message of Jamie.

Sorry to disrupt your fun but please can you text me once your home, I worry.
-J X

To Jamie

Don't worry babe, I'm home now!
-P X

I'm glad to here it, sleep well and dream of me
                          -Jamie X

When do I not? I really want to say I love you but it's a big thing which I don't believe should be threw around a lot especially so early.

To Jamie

I can assure you that I will!! X
                              -P

I seriously need some sleep now.

THURSDAY 15th APRIL.

I look on my phone and there it is. Fucking great. Do the press leave anybody alone?

JAMIE DORNAN'S GIRLFRIEND OUT PARTYING...
I unlock my phone and read the full article.

What.
The.
Fuck.

'JAMIE DORNAN'S GIRLFRIEND OUT PARTYING WHILST JAMIE HAS A ROMANTIC MEAL WITH ANOTHER GIRL, IS THIS THE END OF THE ROAD? IS THIS OUR CONFORMATION?'

I can't read the rest of the article, pictures upon pictures of Jamie leaving and entering a restaurant are there clear for me to see. I feel sick, they're everywhere. That's probably just Jamie's friend, I'm pretty pissed about the fact I didn't know and he lied to me but how did they know I was there. For fuck sake, I feel physically sick. My managers words ring in my head. "It's only going to get bigger from here, especially when you're dating one of the biggest stars at the moment"