My eyes are stinging. My shoulders are aching. My stomach is complaining. My throat is raw and my voice is reduced to squeaks. I am sore all over and my muscles are protesting. I am so very tired. But I can't go to sleep, not yet. I have so much to do, so much to prepare for tomorrow. I wish just for a second, that I could pause time and just lay here and do nothing at all. But I can't.
I have to get up tomorrow morning, bright and early, and will be expected to be nothing short of excellent, just like I was today. So why don't I just finish off my work, raid the fridge and go to sleep like I know i should? I know why. It's because I'm lazy, just a big procrastinator. And I can't do anything about it. I don't want to. I probably will regret this in the morning too, wasting my precious time, but who cares?
I guess another reason why I can't be bothered about absolutely anything right now is because I missed this too. Just laying back for a while and writing about something, typing on my laptop. Actually, I don't even care if I'm talking about nothing anymore. I just missed writing. But now my eyelids are really drooping. What am I even doing? I think I'll just grab a quick bite and then go to sleep... I can always finish off my work tomorrow.
