A different kind of Love<3

Chapter 21

Melody:

*MONDAY  MORNING*

"Hey, Mrs. white may I speak to you..." I say quietly hoping she will understand

"Always hunny! Is this about your grades, because in my opinion you are doing outstanding...Brand new and easily maintain an A+ average!"

"Actually this is more of a life problem... I was hoping I could talk to you about it, I get  it if you say no"

"Oh sweet heart yes I can help with anything"

"Okay so there is this boy"

"Lucas?"

"Yea how did you know?"

"Girly you have been eyeing him since day one.'

"Yea..."

"so what about Lucas?"

"Well I really like him... and we had this beautiful moment out in the trees a few weeks ago and everything was perfect, but he promised me something and did follow through."

"May I know what he promised"

"Okay so back at the beginning of the year he said he would go to church with me but never did and I let it slide, but after the tree moment I told him God is an important part of who I am and I just cant ignore that for him. Afterwards he promised he would try church for a while to see what he thought, and he ditched me again..."

"Oh sweetheart, I love how you have these morals in your life and I love to see how much you care about God! I too am a fellow disciple and I know exactly how you feel, one time I feel for this boy so hard but I couldn't be with him. The boy was an atheist and a very proud one at that. He would mock Christianity right in front of me know that I was a devoted Christian. He liked me to which was even worse because he asked me out one day and I forced myself to say no, I told him any one who mocks my God is mocking me. and after that day he never spoke to me again"

"Awh! That's horrible!"

"Yea I thought so too but then the following year I met this wonderful guy I now call my husband and father to our three children."

"That's so sweet Mrs. White!"

"Yes, but my whole point to get across to you stay clear from falling for the ones who don't believe the same as you. I mean there have been incidents where two people fall in love and that brings the other to Christ but be careful who that is. "

"Thanks Mrs. White! I'm glad I talked to you!"

"I'm glad I talked to you too!

The bell rings for class and I take my seat. I watch as people come in one by one and sit down in their usual spots. I keep my eyes on the door and soon Mrs. white shuts it to start teaching. I cant help but think how Lucas didn't walk through that door. I figure he will probably walk in late, which scares me because he has not done that since we started whatever we are.

As I predicted he came in late 22 minutes to be exact, but its not like I was counting. Okay I might have been counting but I just cant get over him. He looks so great and I love his personality. His heart makes me smile and I cant help that I like him. Mrs. white told me to stay away but I don't think I can. I just need to clear my mind away from him.

The bell rings for class to be over and I start walking out as I notice Mrs. White stop him. I wonder what she will tell him. Will she say what I told her? No she couldn't she wouldn't betray my trust like that.

I start heading to my next class when I hear the door open. Lucas walks out, annoyed and trying to act cooler then he is. I keep my distant but I cant help but stop when I hear him call out "Melody!"

I turn around as if it was an instinct and I see him waving, I'm so tempted to turn and walk away but something tells me not too.

"Hey" he says as if everything is okay"

"Oh hi Lucas"

"Hows it going"

"Great" I ssay acting as if I don't care.

"Good! Me too! I thought you would be upset I didn't come yesterday I'm glad you aren't!"

"Oh no never, I just learned that church isn't your thing and that's okay..."

"Thanks for understanding beautiful" he interrupts

"You didn't let me finish, church isn't your thing, but it is my thing, so we can be friends but nothing more."

'What!?"

"What?'

"You are going to give up all of this for church?"

"Well when you put it that way, Yes!"

"Mel!"

"I would prefer if you called me Melody, Mel was strictly for people I'm in relationships with"

"Mel come on just think about this logically!"

"I did lucas and I want no serious relationship with you. I just want to be friends nothing more"

"What?!

"Goodbye Lucas, it was wonderful while it lasted!"

I turn around, walk away, holding back my tears. That just about killed me, I didn't want to let him go. I know it was the right thing to do but it felt so bad. I walk into the bathroom and text my mom to come pick me up, I cant last all of today like this.

I get called out in my next class and I can feel Lucas staring at me as I walk away. He knows why I'm leaving, he knows I didn't want to lose him. what sucks though is he will never understand why I had to leave. He will always wonder why I  left when he knew I loved him and it pained me to let him go. Honestly what I did I cant even explain to any one why I had to do it, Lucas will never understand no matter how many times I say it. He will not know why I left, unless he comes to know God.

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