TAKEN (Austin Mahone Fanfiction) UNDER MAJOR EDITING

Chapter 16

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i could not believe what i was hearing. i am special to austin, this felt like it was just a dream and someone needed to pinch me awake. oh austin, you're special to me too but i refuse to admit it because i myself can't believe it yet. but how? how. on. earth can i have these kinds of feelings for someone after only 3 days? i decide to push my thoughts aside and just go with the moment. Austin hugged me tight as i to him, our sorroundings were quiet and mild, i could hear Austin's steady breathing, he seemed relaxed, calm even.
He leans in closer and i think he's gonna kiss me, but he doesnt, he just nuzzles my hair and inhales deeply.
we remain quiet and in the moment. this day has just been perfect.
austin then speaks softly
"six..."

i furrow my eyebrows in confusion and look up at his towering figure confused

"what?"

"in the car" he whispers "you asked me how many different girls ive been with, the answer to your question is six."

i dont know what to say, this information was unexpected, i didnt think he would tell me, like he said before, this isnt really my business. what do i say? should i be happy that he told me this or should i be upset that he's had sexual relationships with 6 different girls? strangely, i didnt really mind as much as i thought i would. i use this as my opportunity to ask him some other things that have been on my mind.

"including harley?" i ask

"no, aside from her.."

"oh. so you've had sexual relationships with 7 different girls."

"yes" he didnt look me in the eyes, he seemed apologetic and sad, i dont know why, i mean. i knew he wasnt a virgin, i just didnt expect him to be so experienced at only 17.

"did you like any of them?"

"no. they were just girls who would be willing to satisfy my needs when i needed them. no strings attached."

i pulled away and gazed at him confused, i cant believe that he would be that kind of guy, i knew people thought of him as a jerk but i didnt think he would use girls for things like sex, the thought was uncomftorable and frankly, it worried me. will i be next? 'Of Course NOT' i say to myself subconsciously. im better than that.

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we're in the car on our way back to my house, the silence was long and uncomftorable. i cant believe austin would confess to me that hes been involved with so many different girls, the thought made me sick to my stomach and it made me question what he wanted with me, i never even asked him why he even talked to me to begin with. well here's my chance.

"why did you talk to me?"

keeping his hands on the steering wheel he slightly turned his head rapidly

"what do you mean michaela?" he seemed confused

"i mean. why did you just talk to me out of nowhere?"

"it wasn't out of nowhere, i had seen you around before and i had been waiting for my chance to approach you, friday in chemistry class, it seemed to have been my day."

well, there's a shocker. Austin Mahone observing girls from afar, never would have expected that [sarcasm noted] .

"why did you trick me into going to your house when no one was there?"

he was quiet, the only sound that could be heard was his heavy breathing, i could see his jaw tencing and his eyes focused simply on the road like if he was in some sort of deep thought.

"were you expecting me to pleasure you the way 7 others have?''

we were at a stoplight, still, the silence was unbearing. he put his head down not wanting to look me in the eyes, he didnt say anything.
his silence was more than enough to confirm my suspicions, he wanted me to be his next victim, the 8th girl. wow! i feel incredibly stupid and pathetic, i actually thought he kind of liked me.

"STOP THE CAR!" i yelled

he looked at me confused

"michaela dont do this. not now." his voice was soft not raising his tone even though i was yelling like a maniac.

"AUSTIN. STOP THE FUCKING CAR NOW!"

he looked at me worriedly and didnt decide to argue any further, he pulled into an open parking spot in a nice neighborhood sorrounded by trees, flowers, and nice big houses, kind of like his, it was slightly beginning to get dark, although the street lights made it seem brighter.
i stomped out of the car and slammed the door. walking at a fast pace refusing to look back at austin.
i heard another car door close and footsteps behind me.

"michaela wait!" i heard austin yell behind me

i turn to look at him, hes walking towards me

"what!" i yell

"just give me a second to explain!"

"explain what?!"

"things arent the way you think"

"oh arent they!" i raise my tone again

"ok, if things arent how i think, then tell me to my face that you didnt expect to have me in your fucking bed the day you invited me over to your house!!"

he closed his eyes and took a deep breath "i cant tell you that."

"AND WHY NOT?!"

he sighed "because, what you're saying is in fact true."

i looked at him with disgust, he still had the nerve to admit thats all he wanted from me, i was appauled, disgusted and most of all i felt stupid and used.

"you seriously disgust me austin, and dont worry about getting me home, i know the way from here."

i turned away from his view and began walking the opposite direction angry and furious.
as i made my way i felt austin grip my hand pulling me back to him.

"michaela just listen to me."

i tried to push him away but his strength was more dominant to mine and there was no one in sight to help me. damn! its true, there never really is a cop when you need one.

"Austin! leave me alone!" i fought against his strength, the tears roaming down my cheeks and hitting the ground.

"AUSTIN, LET ME GO OR I WILL SCREAM!"

he could see in my eyes that i meant business, if i say i'll scream then i will scream.

"fine." he said softly as he let go of my hand setting me free from his hold

i looked at him as the tears continued to stream down my face uncontrolably

"im walking home, dont try to stop me!"

"michaela, at least let me-"

"NO!" i harshly interrupted as i walked in the opposite direction. this time he didnt hesistate to go after me, he knew if be tried he was in for trouble. i couldnt hold my tears back, how could i have been that dumb to think a guy like him would care, danielle was right. i walked through the dark streets alone. god! i dont even wanna imagine what my make up looks like right now! i bet i look like a raccoon.
thank god my mom wouldnt see me like this because she was at work.

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i arrive to my house without a problem and with no sign of Austin chasing after me again. i rush upstairs to my room and get in the shower right away. the warm water running through my body usually made me feel relaxed but this time i coulnt help but just cry. the water in the shower hid my tears, they dissapeared into the drain clog along with the rest of the water. once i was done i stepped out of the shower and changed into some black shorts and a hot pink tank top. i brushed out my hair and brushed my teeth and then headed back to my room.

sadness and dissapointment still being the dominant expressions taking over me i threw myself on my bed and cried into my pillow.

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*A/N : ooh this chapter was a bit dramatic bc i felt like the story needed some sort of drama and arguing, let me know what you think in the comments

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