••Cassidy's P.O.V.••
'Well, I want to say the fourth show I wanted to say is the worst by far is this Honey Boo Boo show. I mean.. What the hell?! This kid is disgusting! I saw my first episode yesterday, and I couldn't even watch half of it. This family is just.. Bleh! I mean seriously? This girl isn't even cute. She is so annoying! Like what is this?! Okay?' I said to the camera.
'Fifth show is this Naked and Afraid... Two strangers get filmed living in the fucking wild, naked. I mean, this is disgusting! These two people don't even know each other, and they have to live in the wild for 21 days?! Just no! Please stop!'
'Okay, I can't even go on about stupid shows, so let's give something out. I'm making a contest. I want you guys to guess my middle name. I'm giving you a week to figure it out by this list. There is; a. Mary, b. Kaitlyn, c. Jennifer, and d. Taylor. At the end, if most the people choose the answer which is my actual middle I will dye my hair blue, and it will be perminate. So good luck!'
'Now, on a different subject. TONIGHT I HAVE A DATE WITH THIS REALLY HOT GUY NAMED CARTER! WHOOOOO!' And threw my hands in the air.
I then said 'And then tomorrow I have a concert with the booooys!' And smiled. 'I seriously can't wait! Then that night I get to meet and hang out with the rest of the guys! Yay! I can't wait! In fact I think today we should invite Harry since the first video, he was just sleeping. HARRY!'
He came in asking 'Yes?'
I said 'Come do this video with me!'
He groaned 'Why can't Louis do it?'
I scrawled 'Harold!'
He said 'Fine!' And sat down next to me.
I said waving 'Say hi to the fangirling viewers at home!'
He waved 'Hwwwi!'
I laughed 'Wow. Sooo..'
He asked 'What time is it?'
I said 'Around 6, why?'
'Because, I was just wondering. Can Louis do this now? I promise I will do the next one!'
I laughed 'Okay. You can go, but I'm pretty sure Louis isn't going to come, he's mad at me for some reason. Right now he's giving me the silent treatment and is only talk to you.'
'Oh.. I.. Uhh..' He suddenly got up and ran out of my room.
I gave a confused look to the camera and said 'Okay then! Well, I'm going to see what that was about and then go get ready for my date with sexy pants. I only call him that because he's sexy and he wears pants, not what you all are thinking with the dirty thoughts.' And winked.
I waved 'Bye everyone! I love you!' I got up and turned off the camera. I uploaded it onto YouTube and went downstairs.
I burst into the living room screaming 'Harry! You get here right now!'
He came out of the kitchen looking at the ground. I asked 'What was that?!'
He mummbled 'Nothing.' And he sat on the couch.
I said 'Harry, why are you acting weird too?! It's already bad that Louis hates me. I don't want the whole flat to hate me.'
He said 'He doesn't hate you.'
I asked 'Then, why does he keep ignoring me? He won't tell me anything.'
He said 'I.. I can't answer that.'
I felt a knot on my stomach. Why would Louis hate me so much? I wish I knew. Until then, I walked back upstairs and got ready. There was a knock on the door and I ran downstairs I said 'Bye Harry!' And then said softer 'Bye Louis.'
I opened the door and Carter was standing there with a white rose in his hand. I gasped 'I love white roses!' They were my favourite flowers.
He gave it to me and said 'How about we go have fun and play a game of Putt-Putt.'
I laughed 'I would be delighted too.' He wrapped his arm around my waist and we seted off to the putt-putt place.
-*-
After our amazing date, he brought me home and he did do that cliche thing were he 'teaches' you how to putt it right, by wrapping his arms around me. It was cute, but still cliche.
I walked in and headed straight for my room. I got ready for bed. I put on my tie dye shirt and black shorts. I brushed my teeth and put my hair into a messy bun. I climbed under my duvet and instantly fell asleep.
I woke up, screaming. I just had the worst dream. I looked out the window and saw it was still dark. Harry came in asking 'What's wrong?'
I said 'I just had a bad dream..'
He sat on my bed saying 'Wanna talk about it?'
I started 'It was me and you.. And even Louis.. We were all in some field or something.. And I don't know know what happend but, Louis fell into this huge hole, and there was blood, and he wasn't responding, and when the paramedics got there, they didn't feel a pulse and I screamed his name and I woke up.'
He cooed 'Hey, it's okay. Louis is okay. He isn't going anywhere.'
'Harry, I'm scared. What if Louis doesn't talk to me ever again?'
'Cass, that's not going to happen. Don't worry. Things will get better. I promise, Louis is just going through a pase..'
'I hope. He probably woke up from me screaming but, didn't care to come.'
'It's okay. Just go to sleep now.'
'Okay. Goodnight Harry.'
'Goodnight Cass.' He got up and headed towards the door. Before he left I said 'Thank you Harry.'
He asked 'Thanks for what?'
I said 'Caring.' Then I didn't care about his reply and fell asleep once again.
-*-
I woke up and looked at my clock. 8:42. Okay. I walked down into the kitchen and heard Harry and Louis talking. I stood by the door and eaves dropped just because I wanted too.
Harry said 'I hope you know what your doing.'
Louis said 'I'm sure of it. At least I'm sure..'
'Don't worry. You will do great.'
What the hell are they talking about? I walked in smiling 'Goodmorning guys.'
Harry cheered 'Goodmorning.' And Louis just smiled at me.
I looked away, and my smile faded. I walked to the fridge. I got out the orange juice and got a glass. I poured my glass and asked 'When does your concert start?'
Harry replied 'At 6.'
I said 'Okay, and Harry if you need me, I will be in my room all day..'
He asked 'Don't you want to eat?'
I said walking out of the kitchen 'No, I rather starve then come down here.' And walked into my room.
I got my laptop and went on Tumblr. I loved Tumblr. Alot of people actually follow me. Yay! I feel so popular!
I took a sip from my bottle of coke and scrolled through Tumblr. I felt kinda lonely but I didn't want to go downstairs.. It's not worth Louis ignoring me.
-*-
I was standing in front of the mirror, checking my outfit. White jeans, black and white Jack Willis hoody, and black Vans. Hair straightened and make up done. I'm good to go.
I grabbed my phone and shoved it into my pocket. I walked downstairs and sat on a couch. Louis was on the other couch, so it was silent. He wouldn't look at me at all.
I asked 'Why are you ignoring me?'
He looked at me shocked and then turned away.
I said 'Louis, please. I'm scared your never going to talk to me again, and that you hate me.'
He didn't reply and I got of the couch and knelt down in front of him. I said 'Louis. Please say something. I don't know what's going on, but I would be happy to help you in anyway I can.'
••Louis' P.O.V.••
I can't say why I'm ignoring you. Then my big mouth will run and I will tell you I like you and then ruin everything. I want to wait til after the concert. I'm just mad and sad all at the same time because your dating him. That's why I'm ignoring you.
I said softer then I expected 'We can talk about this later.'
Her voice cracked as she said 'Okay.' And got up.
She almost left the room, but before she did she said 'I had a dream last night, it was about you and Harry and me. That's why I screamed last night if you even cared.' And then walked out.
I now feel really bad. I did wake up, and I did want to go to her. UHHG! I do care about her. I'm just.. Mad! I want Casdsidy to be with me! Not with some guy! I don't hate her at all. I just hope tonight goes right.
••Caasidy's P.O.V.••
We were finally at the arena that they were performing at. Of course I got front row tickets am a backstage pass, because they love me sooo much.
I took my seat before it started and sat down. I went on Instagram and scrolled through all the photos.
Some girl beside me asked 'Excuse me? But aren't you Cassidy Thompson?'
I laughed 'Yes I am.'
She squealed 'Oh my god! I love your videos! What's your middle name?!'
I laughed 'Now would it be a guess if I told you?'
She giggled 'I guess your right.'
I said 'I can give you a hint, there is an A in it.'
She cheered 'Thank you! Can I get a photo with you?'
I said 'Sure!'
She room the photo off her phone and said 'Thank you! Keep making videos!'
I said 'Keep watching!'
She laughed 'I will always!'
I went back on Instagram and stayed on there until the music started. I instantly recognized it by the beat.
Ba baba ba ba ba ba ba ba
Baba ba ba ba ba ba.
Liam came out singing 'Your insecure, don't know what for. You turning heads when you walk through the d-o-or.'
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We listened to about four songs so far and then another song started.
Liam started,
'I'm broken, do you hear me?
I'm blinded, 'cause you are everything I see,
I'm dancin' alone, I'm praying,
That your heart will just turn around,'
And as I walk up to your door,
My head turns to face the floor,
'Cause I can't look you in the eyes and say,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this
Niall then sang,
'If I'm louder, would you see me?
Would you lay down
In my arms and rescue me?
'Cause we are the same
You save me,
When you leave it's gone again,'
Louis looked at me and sang directly towards me,
'And then I see you on the street,
In his arms, I get weak,
My body fails, I'm on my knees
Prayin',
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,'
Zayn sang,
'Yeah, I've never had the words to say,
But now I'm askin' you to stay
For a little while inside my arms,
And as you close your eyes tonight,
I pray that you will see the light,
That's shining from the stars above,'
Liam sang,
'When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,'
Zayn,
''Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside,
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,
When he opens his arms and holds you close tonight,
It just won't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this, yeah
When he lays you down,
I might just die inside (oh, yeah),
It just don't feel right,
'Cause I can love you more than this,
Can love you more than this.'
After Louis' solo he couldn't stop looking at me. Is this what they were talking about in the kitchen? I'm so confused.
The next song then started;
[Liam]
Shut the door
Turn the light off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this
Even though I try
Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands
Touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
[Niall]
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgment's clouded
Like tonight's sky
[Louis]
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face
[Harry]
If we could only have this life
For one more day
If we could only turn back time
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
[Zayn]
Flashing lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be
Your life
Your voice
Your reason to be
My love
My heart
Is breathing for this
Moment
In time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
I really like these two songs. I will admit. It's just wierd that Louis keeps looking at me. I mean he hasn't looked at me all week!
After that they then sang One Thing, Truly Madly Deely, and Change My Mind. After the concert, I sat in my seat while everyone piled out of the arena. When everyone was gone, the guys went back out onto the stage and I smiled. Except Louis, and then my smile faded.. In the microphone, Liam said 'Hi Cassidy, I'm Liam.'
Niall said 'I'm Niall.'
Zayn said 'I'm Zayn.'
And Harru cheered 'I'm Harry!'
I laughed and walked up the stairs. I went over to them and gave all of them a hug. I said 'It's so nice to finally meet all of you!'
Zayn said 'It's a pleasure ourselves.'
I laughed and then asked softly 'Where's Louis?'
Harry and Liam gave a glance to each other and then Liam gulped 'He's.. Uhh.. In the dressing room. He didn't want to come out. He said he had a headache.'
I looked to the ground saying 'Or else he just didn't want to see me.'
Niall said 'That isn't true! I gave him an Advil and watched him take it. He seriously has a headache.'
I asked 'Are you sure?'
Niall said 'I'm positive.'
I sighed 'So what are we going to do tonight?'
Liam said 'I was thinking movie night?'
I said 'That sounds great!' I then got a call and I looked at the I.D.
It was my manager from Starbucks. Great....
I answered 'Hello?'
She said 'Hey Cassidy, it's Mindi.'
I laughed 'I know who it is.'
She laughed too. And I asked 'What's up?'
She said 'Susan is out sick and I need you to cover for we shift tomorrow.'
I asked 'What time?'
'1 to 6.'
'Okay. I think that won't be a problem. See you tomorrow.'
'Okay. Bye!'
I hung up and groaned. Harry asked 'What was that?' I completely forgot about them.. Whoops!
I said 'Oh, I forgot that you guys were there... I just have a shift tomorrow at Starbucks.'
Liam asked 'What time?'
'1 to 6.'
Liam said 'That's good, so you don't have to leave early in the morning.'
I laughed 'Yeah, that's a good thing.'
Harry said 'I will go with you back to the flat, and maybe to your job and just hang out.'
I said 'Okay. I have two breaks. One at two and another at four.'
He said 'Okay. Then we can hang out!'
I laughed 'Well duuh!' And everyone laughed.
Liam said 'How about we get Louis and get out of here.'
I said 'Wait! Can I talk to Louis alone for a second?'
Liam said 'Sure.'
We went to their dressing room and they left me alone. I took a deep breathe and let it out. I walked in and Louis was laying on the couch with a rag over his eyes.
I sat down in a chair, and said softly 'Hey Louis.'
He sat up, looking startled and then calmed down when he saw it was me. He layed back down and covered his eyes.
I said 'Louis, I know your not feeling well, but I can't stand you not talking to me. Your ignoring me and I hate going downstairs because you won't even look at me! What is going on Louis? Please!'
He didn't respond and curled my lips in, trying so hard not to cry. I said 'Okay Louis, I'm sorry for ever bothering you. Bye.' I sniffled and left the dressing room. I walked into the arena and went to the toppest floor there was. I sat down in a chair and let a few tears escape from my eyes. I cooled down as I heard Harry and Liam call out 'Cassidy? Where are you?'
I went to the edge and said 'I'm up here!'
They looked my direction. Harry asked 'What are you doing up there?'
I said 'I don't know.'
Liam said 'C'mon down. We are leaving!'
I said 'Okay!' And ran down to the first floor.
Harry said 'Now let's go have some fun.'
I laughed 'Okay!' They laughed as well and they wrapped their arms around my shoulders and I wrapped my arms around their waists.
We walked backstage and Zayn yelled 'Louis come on mate!' And Louis walked out of the dressing room. He saw us and kinda looked confused, but I didn't care. We were having fun, and a laugh is just what I needed.
Liam then said 'How about she gets on my shoulders?'
I laughed 'Heck yeah! Let's do it!'
Everyone laughed and I got on his shoulders. We were walking down the hallway and then there was a doorway.
I said 'Liam! Be careful! I don't want to hit my head!'
He laughed 'Your okay. Trust me.'
I sang song 'Okay! If you say so!'
He actually did safely get me under the doorway and to the van. I sat in the back with Harry, Niall, and Louis. While Liam drove and Zayn sat in the passenger seat. There were two rows in the back so I sat in the first one with Louis, and Harry and Niall in the back. I was talking to everyone, and Louis just looked out his window. He seemed so depressed.
-*-
Liam put in Toy Story 2 and I got up to get more popcorn. I just then realised when I got in there, Louis was in there.
I whispered 'Hey Louis.' And turned towards the cabinet.
He said 'Hey Cass.'
I froze and turned around. I asked 'Louis?'
He looked at me but didn't say anything. I said 'Did you just talk to me?'
He said 'Yeah.'
I ran over and hugged him. I hugged him with all my might. I said 'Louis! Oh my god! I thought you would never talk to me ever again! I missed you more then anything! What was going on?! Why were you ignoring me?!'
I let go and looked at him. He rubbed the back of his neck and started 'I.. Uhh..' But then stopped.
I said 'I knew you still couldn't say a whole sentence. I was wrong..' And walked out of the kitchen leaving Louis and the popcorn.
I sat on the couch and Niall asked 'Where's the popcorn?'
I said 'Oh, sorry Niall. I didn't cook any. If you want some then you would have to get it.'
He said 'Okay. Be right back.' He got up and ran to the kitchen. Everyone started laughing and then when Lpuis came in stopped. I bit my lip and turned back to the T.v.
Louis sat down on another couch and didn't even look at the T.v. He looked at the couch.
We all then focused on the movie and I could feel Louis staring at me. I could se him from the corner of my eye and the looked away.
After the movie everyone was feeling tired and decided to go to bed. Harry wanted to stay down on the living room with me so I wouldn't be lonely. I then instantly fell asleep on the couch.
-*-
I woke up and I still felt tired. I only heard Liam and Zayn in the kitchen, so I'm guessing the rest of the guys were asleep. I walked in yawning 'Goodmorning guys.'
They said 'Goodmorning,' and went back to doing what they were doing.
I asked 'What time is it?' When I asked Louis came in. He sat at the table and layed his was in his arms.
Zayn said 'Like 11:30ish. Why?'
I panicked 'Oh my god! I'm going to be late! I have to go!' I ran into the living room and shook Harry awake.
I said 'Harry! Come on! We need to go!'
He got up and said 'What?'
I said 'It's almost time for my shift! Come on!'
He jumped off the couch and we hurried into the kitchen and grabbed our jackets. Harry asked 'Louis, you coming home later?'
He said 'Most likely. Where are you going?'
He said 'Cass has a shift at Starbucks and we are going to hang out. We have to go now though! Bye!' He grabbed my hand and we raced out the door.
I yelled 'Bye guys!'
They yelled 'Bye.'
We took a cab home and I ran inside to get ready. I took a shower and out on my work shirt. I got on makeup and did my hair.
I ran back downstairs saying 'Come on Harry!'
It was 12:43 and it was about a ten minute walk to work. So we were okay. We walked along the sidewalk, and then I saw flashing lights everywhere. All I heard was 'Harry! Harry! Look here! Is this your girlfriend? Is this your new roommate? Is this the YouTube star your rooming with?'
Harry said 'Please leave me and Cassidy alone!' But they didn't leave. We pushed through the crowd and headed into Starbucks.
I was just in time for my shift and the store was completely empty.
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I finally got off for my first break and we sat down and drank coffee and are a muffin.
After my break Harry said 'I'm going to see if Louis is back. Okay?'
I said 'Okay. Are you coming back?'
He said 'Well of course I am.'
I laughed as he walked out of the store and down the street. The store was empty and I was the only one working. Yay for lonelyness!
-*-
It was six! Finally! Me and Harry walked out of the shop and back to the flat. We walked inside and got on to our usual business.
My phone rang and I looked at my phone. I saw I got a text from Carter. Yay! I opened my phone and the message said 'Hey babe. How about tomorrow night you meet me at Heislers?'
I replied 'Sure. How about at six?'
He said 'I can't at six, can we do it at seven?'
I said 'Of course. See you tomorrow.'
He said 'Bye babe. ;)'
I smiled and locked my phone. I can't wait for my date! Heislers is this outdoor restaurant and and outdoor ice cream shop. I loved that place.
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Wouldn't it suck if Louis ignored you because you were dating a guy and he just wanted to be yours.../:
Yeah, but Cassidy doesn't even know.. Sucks to suck! Right? Naah...
Well next chapter coming!
Enjoy!(;
-Ellee.
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The Roommates (Louis Tomlinson.)
FanfictionCassidy Thompson, a famous YouTuber. Is lonely because she lives alone in her own Condo in central London. Working at a Starbucks, but her parents help we pay for living standards. She lets her best friend, Kelsey hand out flyers for new roommates...