Shattered Glass

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'Hey Carter.' I replied to the boy who abused me a long time ago. I sat down at the table and sighed. Louis is going to kill me if he found out that I was with him. Like he already isn't pissed at me enough.

'I was thinking we could somehow get back together. Please. Give me one more chance.'

'We only went out on six dates and you were already cheating on me. What the hell am I suppose to think? You bruised my shoulder, leaving me in pain for weeks. And now you are telling me to leave the one person who actually respects me and loves me for you?'

'Please Cassidy. That's all I'm asking for.' He pleaded.

'No.' I shouted, standing from my seat. We were sitting outside a store so I wasn't causing attention to us. Which was the last thing I wanted.

'I was here for you more than your so called boyfriend was! I was with you when he wasn't for those last few months!' He yelled, standing from his chair now.

'Well that was a mistake.' I clenched my teeth from anger suddenly building inside of me. 'Goodbye Carter.' I walk away from him before to many people noticed. I hate the attention.

'Don't just walk away from me!' He shouts as I hear foot steps trail behind me.

'Watch me!' I say, walking faster. I'm spinned suddenly and now facing Carter with his eyes now a dark shade of brown. He usually has a light shade but.. They look like poop now. I'm serious.

'What.' I growl, shaking his hand off my shoulder.

'How are just going to walk away from us when we are so much better than some famous guy who hardly stays around. Why do you stay with him?' He snaps.

'Because I know he would be a lot more loyal to me than you ever would. And because I know he loves me and only me. He's not like you Carter. He's a thousand times better. And I'm always going to stay loyal to him because he deserves it.' I spill out, letting all the anger flow out of me. Why am I fighting about the love of my life? I don't even think it's fighting, it's defending. I love Louis. He's an adorable man-child that can be the sweetest and most protective guy you will ever meet. Who can try to cook a meal for you just to make you happy and make you smile on your worst days. Make you a bath when you need space from everything and time alone. He gets it. He gets me. He has so much respect for me, I have never seen a guy have so much for a girl. Louis deserves so much more and I know I can't be the fullest expectation but I believe he likes me for me and it will stay that way.

I start to walk away from Carter and not even taking a look back to the last time I will ever see that face. And I'm proud. He's out of my life and Louis is now more apart of it. Oh shit, he doesn't even know I went out. He's still asleep. He did drive the whole time and we didn't get back til like 3 in the morning. So of course he's tired.

On my way back, I stopped by a mini store and got a coke. As I walked into the door of our flat, I saw as Harry jumped from the couch, looking scared. His mood changed to confused when he saw me there. I closed the door behind me saying 'Morning Haz.'

'Where have you been?'

'Oh, I just got a coke and something to eat.' I lie. Well about the eating part at least. But then that could give me an excuse about not having breakfast. 'Where's Lou?'

'He's still sleeping. But I know it's complete bullshit that you out for breakfast. Really Cass, what did you do?'

'I did what I said! Got a coke and breakfast.' I say, raising my eyebrows.

'Cassidy.' He said in a warning voice. Come on Cass, don't fall for that. Don't give in.

'I saw Carter. There, you happy?' I shouted. Wow, great way of not giving in you dumbass.

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