Sound Of Madness (a Ronnie Radke fanfiction) •EDITING**

someone's suicide

jess and Jacky had to go home last night and now I'm lonely.

"Ronnie can I go walk around?"

"do you have your phone?"

"yah" I said holding up my newly cracked iPhone.

"what the fuck did you do to you phone?"

"fell on my ass after hitting my head on the edge of a bunk and knocking myself out, I landed on my phone and iPod that's why they're both cracked"

"sure whatever I guess"

l turned and was about to step down and go out the door.

"have you eaten anything today?" Ronnie yelled after me before I could get after the door.

"yes" I lied and ran out the door.

l walked around and watched different shows, met a couple bands, had an argument about hello kitty with Ashley Purdy and was invited by Andy to sing with him tomorrow, I might, I don't have anything else to do.

I walked back onto the bus and grabbed my guitar out of the spare bunk then went back outside and sat down in one of the chairs. l sang how to save a life, just another soul, wrong and right , the light behind your eyes, and the world is ugly. by the time I finished singing the five songs that have basically meant a lot to me the past year l was crying.

l mean 'wrong and right' and 'just another soul' by farewell my love basically describe my life.

I looked up and saw jayy von Monroe and dahvie vanity standing there with coffee in their hands watching me.

" take a picture it last longer"

"you're a pretty good singer" dahvie said.

"l know"

" bitch got attitude" jayy said with a smirk

"yes I do"

"were you crying?"

"NO" I quickly denied it.

"yes you were your eyes are red, you don't smell like pot and your face is stained with tears, why were you crying?"

"those songs just mean something to me a lot of shit has happened and those songs understand me and I connect with every word of them and if I was going to smoke pot you wouldn't smell it on me"

"who are you anyway?" dahvie asked, looking around.

"reya radke"

"that girl that sang on stage with falling in reverse?" jayy asked me in a very exited voice.

I gasped " how did you know?"

"these blow pops give me magical powers"

"no way!"

"its true and he doesn't share" dahvie said

"that's messed up, jayy if you have candy that gives you magical powers you should at least share with me. you don't have to share with dahvie, I wont take a watermelon one"

"fine but only one and don't tell anybody that I gave you one" he said and tossed me a grape out of the bag of blow pops he is carrying around.

"well bye it was nice meeting you two" I said and got up out of the chair.

"wait you should come with us and sing" dahvie said right before I open the door.

"right now?"

"yes we are supposed to be getting ready to go onstage right now"