today was the last day of the eighth grade (for me which is a week before everybody else) so i get to go home and pack for warped tour. great just what I don't want to do! well I want to go but I don't want to pack and I wish Jacky could go.
truthfully I kind of like Jacky but I don't want to be like that. I feel like if he went with us, first of all he would find out that Ronnie is my dad, that I've been lying to him for half a year and that's why he isn't allowed to come over to my house. Jacky would be extremely mad about that. one thing is Ronnie isn't even the one that cares, he says I can have friends over. I'm the one who cares. I want friends who don't just want to be my friends because I'm the daughter of a singer they like. I told Jacky that it must be a coincidence that my last name is radke. I have a good way of showing him now....
" Jacky I have something for you since I'm leaving and can only face time my best friend"
"what?"
I pulled two warped tour passes from my bag (one for him and one for jess) "I'll be there July 10th and so will you and jess! do you have any idea how hard (how easy it was) I worked to get you those? if you don't come I will decapitate you, stuff your body and use it as a pillow and use your head as a decoration on my Christmas tree maybe it will be the star!" I said smiling evilly.
he gasped and grabbed his head. "we will be there! don't decapitate me !"
"no promises" he had the most fearful/creeped out face I have ever seen
"bye bye Jacky" I creepily waved and turned around.
I walked into the house and to the living room.
"go eat something we are leaving in an hour" Ronnie said to me, with his eyes still glued to his Xbox.
"I already ate I'm not hungry " I said doing a little dance with every word
"GO EAT SOMETHING REYA "
I stood still and got serious, "I ALREADY ATE ! I WOULD LET YOU GO ASK JACKY BUT MAYBE JUST MAYBE I WANT FRIENDS WHO DONT KNOW THAT MY FATHER IS A ROCK STAR SO THEY WILL BE MY FRIENDS NOT YOUR FANS AND ONLY WANT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR YOU ! SO GO AHEAD IF YOU THINK IM LYING GO OVER TO JACKY'S HOUSE AND ASK HIM!" I yelled and ran up to my room. I walked into my closet and fell down to the floor, on purpose I just collapsed.
I rolled over and looked up at the ceiling. my life really isn't that bad, anymore why do I blow up like that? I did eat today i ate lunch, I'm really not hungry. if I ate anything else I might explode. ha-ha it would be Ronnie's fault and he would have to clean reya guts off the wall!
"reya hurry up the bus will be here in five minutes!"
"have I really been here that long? oh well" I said while getting up off the ground and going to my bed where my bags are. I grabbed the handle of one suitcase and my bag with one hand and my other suitcase with the other hand and walked out of my room and downstairs.
the bus was already outside by the time I got down the stairs. Ronnie grabbed my suitcases and put them on the bus, leaving me with my bag. I slowly walked to the bus when I saw Jacky staring at me with his mouth hanging open. "hang on a sec! Ronnie I need to go talk to Jacky real quick!" i yelled and ran over to Jacky.
I shut his mouth then just hugged him squeezing him very tight, one last goodbye for at least a month and a half. "I didn't say anything about it because I was afraid you would only want to be my friend because of Ronnie goodbye Jacky" I started to walk away when he pulled me back around and KISSED ME. "I wouldn't do that I like you, not your dad" he said and let me go.
he turned around and walked away, back into his house. I turned back around and walked onto the bus without saying a word to anyone. I picked a bunk put my stuff in it then sat on the couch. I put my headphones in and stared at the wall as the bus started to move.
after 13 hours on the road (luckily willow stayed with crissy or this would be a much longer trip) I guess I fell asleep because I woke up in my bunk. I jumped out and walked to the front of the bus where I could here Ron and Ryan talking. when I walked in everyone who was in there looked at me.
"what?"
"nothing" they all said at the same time.
"you know when you do that it just makes me want to start hitting people because they seem very suspicious almost like they are hiding something"
"fine, we were deciding whether or not you should sing on stage with us"
"NO!" l shouted immediately.
"why not?" Derek asked me.
"stage fright, scared, don't want , to , its awkward and oh yeah I don't fucking want to!" I said the last part very enthusiastically.
"okay okay you don't have to unless you want to, yet" Ronnie said while walking past me into his room.
"what the hell is that supposed to mean?" I asked very loudly and confused after him.
"it doesn't matter when you do it , but you will before this tour is over!" he yelled back before he closed the door.
"July tenth, Jacky and jess will be there!" I yelled through the door and walked back to my bunk.
I took out my phone and texted Jacky.
R: why did you do that? what do you mean?"
after twenty minutes he finally replied.
J: I thought you were beautiful at the park when I first met you, I thought you were just as beautiful at school. I think you're beautiful now. who your dad is means nothing to me. not even if he is the lead singer for one of my favorite bands. I don't care about that, I care about you and only you reya.
R: you like me?
J: love you reya
R: oh love you too
J: not kidding though
R: I know I like you too I have for a while...
J:why cant 7/10 be tomorrow?
R: i was thinking the same thing, I've been gone for like not even a day and l miss you and jess already. but mostly you!
J: miss you too, wish I could just come with you
R: I know but you cant , that is a complicated story that has lots of paper to go along with it and its too late :(
J: yah sadly
R: goodnight Jacky... love you
J: goodnight love you too don't let the bedbugs bite
R: *bus bugs
J: ha-ha goodnight , don't let the bus bugs bite!
R: I wont, you can protect me with the magical Jacky powers you have. i can feel them protecting me from the bus bugs right now :P
J: :P
R: :P
J: go to sleep, I promise to use my magical Jacky powers and protect you from the evil bus bugs
R: night night
J: sleep tight don't let the bus bugs bite
R: that's what you're for silly
J: oh yah right...
i put my phone on the charger and fell asleep , thinking about Jacky. we have both admitted that we like each other but I'm not there. we are hundreds of miles apart. I can make do with out my best friend for three weeks. I think...
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Sound Of Madness (a Ronnie Radke fanfiction) •EDITING**
أدب الهواةReya is not an average girl, her life was flipped upside down when she was five and she has many secrets. Reya does some really insane things; with a guitar and an amazing voice, and many other hidden talents, where will she get?
