Sound Of Madness (a Ronnie Radke fanfiction) •EDITING**

new years

11:40

Jacky and I glanced in the window of my room, Ronnie is in there crying his eyes out. crissy is sitting next to him. I really fucked up this time I cant believe how bad he looks. crissy got him out of my room, turned off the lights and closed the door. I looked into my closet and there were tons of presents and things, cards and flowers. I don't deserve to have people do that for me.

11:55

"just four minutes and some seconds" Jacky said reassuringly, we cant miss this by even a second.

I looked through the living room window and the TV flashed different colors into the dark room.

11:58

"one minute thirty seconds I have and I have to ring the doorbell"

"count down with me"

"I cant, I have to go home" Jacky kissed me then walked across the street. I looked down at my iPod, 11:59 the clock is at half a minute.

I let out the breath I was holding and rang the doorbell. the door opened and the clock struck midnight exactly like I had planned. I stood as still as the tears fell from my eyes. Ronnie stood still, shocked.

"REYALYN!!!" I could hear his voice crack. Ronnie hugged me and squeezed me so tight I could actually barely breath. I kicked his leg until he let go . I caught my breath. "I thought I told you not to hug people so tightly"

"I thought I wouldn't ever see you again! are you okay?!"

"yes Ronnie I'm fine I just need a shower"

 Ronnie pulled me inside and still wouldn't let go of me.

"please let go of me"

"no"

"why n-never mind" I sighed and Ronnie pulled me to the couch and I sat down next o him.

"okay as nice as it is to be home, LET ME BREATH"

Ronnie let go of my arm and I stood up.

"where are you going?"

"is that how it is going to be?"

"yes"

"bathroom and bed, but first I have to get something" I said and walked to the front door. i opened it and walked into the yard I got my guitar and my bag.

"what were you even doing? a guitar?"

I put the guitar case on the floor and crouched down and opened it. i took the guitar out and handed it to Ronnie.

"it's covered in signatures, where did you get it?"

"we bought it and there is even Billy Joe Armstrong's signature"

"where?" he asked while looking at each one carefully. I pointed to it.

"what?"

"you went to Kansas?"

"yes how'd you know?"

"Anthony radke"

"your brother Anthony?"

"yes, look"

"wow I cant believe I didn't notice him, I've seen pictures even"

"no matter now I just think that is kind of funny" he slightly smiled.

"why?"

"he got in a fatal car wreck"

I got up and hugged Ronnie. "that sucks" he nodded his head.