This Should Make A Terrible Story

Just Bucky.

Did I do something wrong, though?

I spent the morning thinking.

I think I forgot to eat lunch.

Not that it mattered, I had a big breakfast.

That was definitely a dick move back there.

She can't stay here, idiot, and you can't get in the way of that.

What are you, her boyfriend?

No, and not even her best friend.

Just another friend.

Just Bucky.

She's a socialite compared to you.

She was probably just pity fucking you the whole time.

That obviously wasn't her first kiss, Dumbass.

OKAY, STOP.

For fuck's sake, you stupid voice in my head, shut the hell up for one minute,

You naive son of a bitch. I almost feel sorry for your ass. Look at you.

Yes, take a look at me. I look fucking good.

Women don't fall in love with looks, Asshole. They fall in love with who you are.

And who'd want to date a loner like you?

Who's probably making homicidal suicidal plans.

Who masturbates to his cousin.

Dude. Gross.

Who's an insult to everyone.

Who hates everyone.

Who is HATED by everyone.

Face it, BUCKEEEE...

Don't. Call me that.

You're a bad Person.

And nothing on this Earth, not even Jessica, can change that.

Because she just took pity on you.

She's a kind soul.

We all know YOU'RE NOT.

Shut Up!!

Ooh!! What's the matter, Jackass? You're gonna Cry because the voice in your head's bullying you?

YOU THINK I'D LIE TO YOU?!

Oh. My. Goodness.

WAKE UP YOU NAIVE BITCH!!

If you were a good person, you'd let her be. Even if SHE NEVER COMES BACK to your sorry neighborhood.

No, I am a good person.

I AM!!

You're a greedy selfish son of a bitch. Thinking of No one else but YOURSELF.

That's why everyone hates you.

You think by isolating yourself, You're better than everybody.

You think, by being a loner, BECAUSE YOU DON'T TRUST ANYBODY, That You're better than them.

When In fact Everyone else is better than you and you know it.

But you're too caught up in your own world, you bipolar maniac, that you think you're the onky person on this planet.

SO YOU ONLY THINK OF YOURSELF YOU SCARED LITTLE MAN.

Think of no one else.

That's why

You.

Are.

A.

Bad.

Person.

Shut up. SHUT up. SHUT UP, SHUT UP!! SSHHHUUT UPP!!

NONE OF WHAT YOU'RE TELLING ME IS TRUE.

Really?

I'm the voice inside your head.

I'm the secrets from your past you want hidden.

Your vault.

News Flash, Unicorn, I know everything about you.

Everything I'm telling you is the truth.

Would I lie to you?

SHUT UP!!

Wake Up, Grayson.

Wake up.

"Art? Art, wake up."

Oh thank God, Sue.

It was just a nightmare.

That was one hell of a Wake-Up Call.

Did I just pun?

"Are you alright? You're all sweaty, and not in the sexy sixteen-year-old way."

"Yeah..."

"Yeah, I'm fine."

"I just got back from work for lunch. I'll be leaving shortly but I just came to check on you."

"I'm fine, Sue, thanks."

"You sure?"

"Yeah."

"If it's about Jessica," she said, and I decided to cut it immediately

"No, Sue, I'm fine, really. I'll head for the bookstore later, kay?"

"Sure, whatever you want to, it's summer. Everyone's at the mall."

"Great. See ya, Sue." I said as she kissed me on the forehead and left.

I fell back down on the pillow.

Gray.