A/N: long chapter but enjoy because next chapter is the very last. Thank you all for being so patient and sticking with me! I love you guys! Xx
Michael POV
I groaned as I looked around my room. I hated when my room looked like a tornado had just ripped through but I didn't have the energy to clean it. I was so pissed that one of my employees would be dating my best friend. What annoys me most is she doesn't even realize how much danger she's putting Ashton in. If Kate was not working at my company then I would be more than thrilled for them. I gave her a choice and it's not my fault if she doesn't like it. I have more pressing maters to deal with. Blair. I had been such a dick to her. I practically forced her into having sex with me because I'm to big of a coward to handle my feelings in any other way. The thing that makes me sick is she didn't stop me. Of course she didn't stop you, you idiot. She's used to this and now I've just shown her that I'm not any better than the pigs that I rescued her from. I'm a damn coward that can't admit how he actually feels because of how scared I am. Call me pathetic but my uncle's works keep replaying in my head. "Stop falling for the girl. You help her then she disappears from your life forever." I know I'm being incredibly selfish but considering what's happened to my family I don't think I could handle getting attached to someone else when they will just leave. Every girl that I've ever helped has gone through the same steps and then once they could stand on their own they were gone and never to be heard from again. I won't lose someone else just because I may or may not have feelings for them. For now though, I need to stop being such an ass and make it up to Blair.
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Blair's POV
"Blair, we have to go, love!" Michael called from downstairs.
I groaned as I shoved my shoe on and quickly grabbed my jacket. "Ready!" I yelled as I ran down the stairs.
I laughed once I reached the bottom of the stairs and grabbed Mikey's arm to drag him behind me to the door. "Come on Michael, we have to go!" I mocked.
I could almost feel him roll his eyes. "Yeah yeah, brat."
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I laughed along as Mikey sang a few octaves too high to a Justin Bieber song. I'm not sure why but Michael had planned an incredible day for the both of us starting with the beach and now ending with going to some pizza place for dinner. I was extremely grateful for everything that Michael had done for me and I don't want to be a bitch but there's one things that's been pressing on me and I have to get it out.
"Mikey, can I ask you something?" I said quietly.
He quickly glanced at me before looking back to the road. "Of course you can, babe." He smiled
"Well-" I hesitated knowing this conversation never went well. "Why don't you love me? I mean if you don't because you're just not attracted to me then fine but I know that's not true." I rushed.
I didn't dare look at Michael as he spoke. "How do you know that's not true?" He said calmly.
"Because you've told me so many times that I'm beautiful and we almost kissed and you just-" I sighed as I began getting worked up. "Why won't you allow yourself to love me?"
He stayed quiet as he pulled the car into a parking lot of a run down looking diner. I rolled my eyes but got out of the car as he just shook his head.
"Michael, talk to me!" I shouted as I stepped in front of him so he couldn't walk away.
"We are not talking about this Blair. Not again." He spoke sternly.
"Why do you always do this?" I shouted.
Michael's jaw clenched. "Why do I?! Why do you always bring this up? I've told you countless times to drop it. Can't you just be grateful and let this go Blair? Stop holding onto this and leave it be!" He screamed at me.
I let the tears fall down my face but in no way were they sad tears, they were nothing but angry tears. "You know what? Fuck you!" I screamed in his face. "All I've done is love you and you just push it away because you're scared. You know what I think Michael?! I think you're a damn coward and that's why you can't say you love me!"
I stood there fuming as his face softened. I know he loves me and he's scared to say it but I've had enough.
"Blair, you're right. I do love you but-". Michael started but was cut off by a loud bang, squealing tires, and a scream. My scream.
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