Seven Stars- LEGACY 1 (AWESOMELY COMPLETED)

Let It Be Me

10

HALA NAHULOG! LOG! LOG! LOG! LOG! LOG! LOG! ~~

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What the hell am I doing? Shit! Damn! Fuck! Bullshit Seven Montreal!

Agad akong humiwalay kay Chantal at lumayo sa kanya. I pinched the bride of my nose as I feel anger rising up. Damn it. This girl is really dangerous. She makes me so crazy. I can't even think straight when she's around.

I stared at her. Nakasandal siya sa pader at hinihingal pa rin. Her lips were red and plum and I had to curse myself when I felt the urge to just kiss her again. Get a grip Montreal. Chantal is almost your sister. Mas matanda pa nga si Serise sa kanya.

"Seven." She called me. Mas lalo kong diniin ang pagkakapisil ko sa ilong ko. Just the sound of her voice is enough to take my wits away. I know I should not feel this. I have been running away from this. Matagal na akong tumatakbo at hindi pwedeng ngayon pa ako titigil.

"Fix yourself." Utos ko dito. What the hell have I done? I promised myself I won't touch this child. No matter what happens, I won't touch this child. For goodness sake! She's just a child.

Hindi ko na hinintay pang may masabi siyang kung ano. I lost my mind awhile ago when I heard her say her name with my surname attached to it. Chantal Montreal. Damn. Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili kong halikan siya.

What power does this girl have over me? Kapag may hiniling siya ay agad akong nagbibigay. Kapag tinitingnan niya ako natatakot ako. Montreal ako. We are born to fear nobody. We are born to rule everybody. And yet with her eyes I am afraid. With her eyes, I obey.

Nagmamadali akong bumalik sa hall. Allanis was still dancing with my brother. Si Shawn ay nakatingin sa kung saan pwera kay Allanis habang iyong huli ay nakatitig lang sa kapatid ko. Noong makita ako ni Shawn ay humiwalay siya kay Allanis at iniwan ito.

I walked towards my fiancée. Inilagay ko ang kamay ko sa beywang niya at dahan dahan siyang isinayaw.

"I hate your brother." She whispered. Idinikit niya iyong noo niya sa dibdib ko. Mas lalo ko siyang niyakap ng mahigpit.

"It's okay Lane.." I sushed her. Huminga siya ng malalim bago ako tiningnan. Her eyes narrowed upon looking at my lips. Tumaas iyong kilay niya bago napangiti.

"Ninakaw mo yung lipstick nung bata." Biro niya. I felt my face heating up. Shit. Did I really kiss her that hard? Bakit kahit ako ay nagkalipstick na rin?

Allanis wiped my lips using her fingers. She smiled widely and I stared directly at her eyes. I was disappointed when I did not feel anything for her. Hindi ako kinabahan o natakot. I did not feel the excitement I always feel whenever the child is around me.

Noong tumingala ako ay nakita ko si Chantal na nakatingin sa amin ni Allanis. Hurt was evident on her pretty face. At para akong sinakal sa nakita ko. I want to rush to her, to embrace her, to erase that pain. But I won't do that.