BTW, it starts off from the begging. So don't get confused of why it's starting off with the begging.
I stood there. Dumbfucked in the ass heartbroken; Tears streaming down my cheeks from both eyes, meeting at the bottom of my chin; making a big tear before crashing on the ground.
I fell to the floor and brought me knees up to my chest. My chest hurt, my eyes burned, my head hurt, my face was stained from the tear trails.
We were so happy.
"Hey babe, pick up your phone! It's me your prince trying to talk to his lovely princess. Zen c'mon don't leave your poor Oliver on the phone waiting for you! I love you"
I got a text. I recognized the ringtone. It was the recording that he did for me when he called or texted.
"Meet me at the lake."
I ran to our.....my room and cleaned my face. I changed my clothes and then ran downstairs, grabbed what I needed and made my way towards the car.
My mind was spacing out in thousands of miles per second. Maybe this will be it. Maybe when I get there we will make up. I was making too many assumptions.
I looked to my right and out the window in the distance, across the lake; I saw his car and him on it waiting. I needed 5 more minutes to get to the other side of the lake.
I was zoning out when something red and gushy hit the windshield of my car. I recognized some blood smothered feathers.
I had hit a bird.
I should have stopped the car. I SHOULD HAVE STOPPED THE CAR!
But I didn't.
Instead I swirled to the right then to the left, than to the right again. But this time it was into the lake. I had crashed the railing that was supposed to prevent accidents like this. The car crashed into the lake with a crashing sound.
The car sunk. The belt wouldn't unlock. Glass broke and water filled the car. A fish stared at me and swam away. I closed my eyes and opened them again. A fish swan into the back of the car then out.
Some of the shattered glass pierced my skin. I reached down and touched my belly. My son.
I cried, hoping the accident didn't kill him. My vision became blurry. Darkness clouded my mind. I tested my head on the steering wheel.
This was the end.
Oliver's P.O.V
"DAD! DAD! LOOK AT WHAT I HAVE!"
The little 4 year old scrawny boy raced towards me. His dark brown hair moved in different directions. His school bag hit the back of his thighs as he ran. His tiny arms wrapped themselfs around me.
He held up a test. A red written number on it had a sticker next to it. "Good job, Kaden!"
I embraced him. He backed away his head and smiled at me. I smiled back. "You have mommy's smile, Kaden." I softly said.
He smiled bigger. "I do?!" he excitedly asked.
I chuckled and nodded. "Lets go see her. She's waiting for you." he nodded.
I walked to the car with him wrapped around me. I sat him in the car and buckled him in.
I drove around streets and finally, We reached our destination. He un buckled himself and opened the gate to the drive way. I got out my car and walked after him, watching as he ran to her.
I sadly smiled and put my hands in my pockets. I sighed and sat next to Kaden, who sat in front of her.
"Mommy, I got a sticker for getting a good grade on my shapes test! Aren't you proud?!" he said.
Small tears pouted out of my eyes. He continued to talk to her. She laid in a blue dress. My favorite dress. He brown hair curled and on her sides. She had a wedding ring on her finger, the one I mentioned to give to her.
That's how I pictured her.
I looked down around my chest. A silver chain with a glass heart hung on it. It was hers.
I grabbed it and kissed it. "Kaden, sweetie We have to let her rest. I promise to come back another day OK?" I softly said.
He nodded. "Bye mom. I love you." He left his greatest honor of paper on her grave. I let tears fall. I let out a sob and cleaned my eyes.
Finally, I looked down at her and gave a small smile. I couldn't speak. Something was stuck on my throat.
"DADDY!"
I looked over at Kaden, who waited by a tree. I held up my hand and signaled him to wait. He sat down on the grass and obeyed.
I turned back to Zen. "I love you, Zen. I'll see you later babe." I kneeled down and kissed her grave.
I got up and waved my to her. I walked to Kaden and carriesd him on my hip. "Daddy, why do you always cry when we vist her? Will I ever meet her?"
I smiled at him and took a breath. "I cry because I miss her, Buddy. You'll meet her. I promise you." I said as I reached my car. I buckled him in and kissed is forehead.
"But it'll happen in a long time."
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So ummm, I kind of cried when I wrote this. I don't know. I just did.
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-Klash.
This was the end.
