Crossfire -Gaster!Sans x Reader

Chapter 5 -Late night Arguments

I scream and shot up out of bed. Rose bolts up and looks at me frightened.

"Y/N? Are you ok?" She asks.

I nod and catch my breath. This is the second nightmare I have had. It's always the same.

I still wonder why they come to my dreams. Maybe to haunt me?

I just realized something, how come I haven't seen Papyrus since the day I met him?

Crashes are heard outside in the hall. Rose tries to get up to investigate but I stop her.

"Don't. Sans might be there." I warn her.

Monsters are probably doing something that me or Rose doesn't want to see.

Screams echo through the halls. My gut tells me to go see what's happening but I stay in my room.

"Papyrus!" Sans yells. I jerk out of bed and run outside.

"Where's Papyrus?" Sans asks me. I shrug my shoulders.

"What happened?" Rose comes outside and asks him

"Papyrus stormed off when we got into this big fight. I'm really worried about him." Sans explains.

I run down the hall and I search anywhere. The back door is open.

Papyrus is standing outside with his hands over his eyes.

"Papyrus? Are you okay?" He looks at me then back to the scenery.

"Sans is really worried about you. You should go see him." I try to make conversation but nothing comes out of his mouth.

I walk over to him and watch the sun rise.

"Pretty, right?" He nods. "When I was young, me and my little sister would wake up early to watch the sun rise.." Why do the memories come back?

"I just wish Sans wouldn't keep secrets from me all the time.." he sounded sad. I gave him a hug.

He returned the hug and pats my head. "Thank you human" Papyrus smiles at me.

Sans runs out and looks at us. His expression changes to anger.

"Get away from him!" The Yellow aura surrounds me and I'm being lifted in the air once more.

I close my eyes and breath. A tear rolls down my cheek.

'I can help you! Let me help you!' A voice calls in my mind. I am stopped being lifted and fall.

"What..?" Sans mumbles. I get up but fall back down again.

I scream at him. "WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM!? I HAVE TO GET OUT AND HELP YOU FIX A PROBLEM YOU CREATED AND THIS IS HOW YOU REPAY ME??!" I am really mad. My blood boils.

I storm off to my room to calm down.
I just can't believe this! Any of this! Why did I have to live like this?

The only thing that helps me get through stress is my blade. I grab it.

I slide it across my arms, making clean cuts. The knife is thrown by Sans' yellow magic.

"What the hell are you doing!?" He yell's at me. When ever I am yelled at because of me cutting, I breakdown.

Tears spill out of my eyes and I cover my ears. Shaking my head furiously in the process.

My mom, Dad, Sister,Brother... they died. I already realized that. From the beginning.

Sans kneels down and hugs me.

"It's okay.." I bury my face into his jacket.

Rose runs into the room with Toriel. They are really worried about me.

I wish I wasn't so depressed. I guess I'll be okay with it.

Toriel insists that I stay in bed. But I've done that for at least a week. Sans doesn't talk to me that much.

If I try to say anything, he'll ignore me and walk away. I am trying to open up to others still.

I think my life is going to change a lot for the time that I'm gonna be here.