Rants and Poems

Oh Snap!

People! Save me! Finals week, no!

*clears throat*

Sorry, mental breakdown for a moment. I'm a little stressed if you can't tell. Oh wait... you can't because this is a story and not a face-to-face conversation.

Any who.

Anything new? No not really. I still hate my English teacher. Thank goodness I only have to see her one more time and then I am DONE with her. I think I'm still going to report her to the board's chair. Her system is seriously screwed up and I seriously don't like how she treats the students.

I got published with my school, got an award for that, which was pretty cool.

I might get a job in publishing, again, with my school. I have to go through summer training though... but first I actually have to contact the coordinator. Yeah, I should probably do that first.

I have about a week of finals only three and then it's summer vacation.

I am so excited to just do nothing, but write and eat (sometimes) and sleep. Okay, that's not doing nothing. I'm just not doing anything productive to society.

You know, I realized I don't like getting up from writing because I forget about what I was going to write. I hate it when I have this great idea for an academic essay, I get up to get something or consume something, and then I forget my idea. Then, for an hour, I stare at my laptop or a piece of paper and I still have no idea what the fudge I was going to write.

Hm, this isn't really a rant.

Do I have anything to rant about?

I could rant about America's messed up school systems, but that requires A LOT of energy that I just don't have right now. And I see no reason in getting mad over something I can't change right this moment. Don't get me wrong, I plan on helping to change the academic system as much as possible, but I think I should learn more about it more before I go diving in.

Yes, I'm still looking forward to becoming a teacher. Oh wait... I never told any of you that, did I? Well, now you know. Don't ask me what subject because all of you would have my head if I told you.

Anyway, I'm going to bed soon. It's midnight and I can barely keep my eyes open anymore. Though, surprisingly, my brain is still functioning well. Not really.

Night everyone.

J

[Listening to "Break The Cycle" by Motionless In White]